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New...
01.25.07 (11:03 pm)   [edit]
This blog has been already considered dead due to some reasons. For my new blog site, please go here: http://zachvanalley.blogspot....
 
Go:Blog
12.13.06 (2:17 pm)   [edit]
"Goblog dalam bahasa Jawa (goblok) maksudnya bangang, bodoh, bebal, dungu & yang seangakatan dengannya. Mungkin ini satu parodi kepada dunia kini yang semakin dipenuhi dengan manusia² goblok malah buta tuli deria pancainderanya. Namun juga Goblog adalah sebuah manifestasi segelintir manusia² goblok yang tidak ingin bersekongkol mahupun lari daripada segolongan goblok yang besar. Sinonim jumlah 13 ditambah dengan unsur goblok; nyata amarah jiwa² muda (& tua?) terasak keluar & dirakam dalam bentuk penulisan yang sangat² mentah, terus terang serta tidak berselindung. Suara² tidak terkeluar kini disampaikan dalam buku ini. Go Blog!" Click here for more info: http://goblog2006.blogdrive.c...
 
Artwork for sale?
12.04.06 (3:45 am)   [edit]
I have 3 pieces artworks (that have related between each other) for sale. It's entitled "Conform, Dogma & Regulation". Anyone interested please do contact me. It'll cost you RM2000.00 each pieces. So that's mean to get those 3 pieces you have to pay me RM6000.00. I'm no joking. Plus, it'll be included a small handbook (& it's handmade!) which explaining some details about the artworks. All this while, I'm not yet taking any single photoshot of the artworks. I'll try to upload it here sooner or later. For those unfamiliar about my works are more than welcomed to go here http://zaxxtypeface.deviantar... But there weren't any artworks exhibited in the shrine that hinted the style & direction of those 3 pieces. Anybody whose into Duchamp will be surely love that one. Perhaps.
 
Catharsis
11.29.06 (6:58 pm)   [edit]
I have a normal suicidal tendency That pain which keeps me alive This room of claustrophobic force Fan spinnings, audio murmurings Light of the bulb, tickling clock Outside the windows, clanking noises Machinery boasted down the road No sign of nature, those songbirds Seemingly unheard, extinction might be Feeling of burning inside, I drew smiling lips Punish me please, so I could stand up and rise above Damn to them who silence Praise the beheaded and blindfolded fools Give me your hands, I want to kiss it goodbye No more Mr.Nice Guy, No more Mr.Wise Guy We're already polluted, all corupted These cathartic razors, won't kill those pains.
 
Interview with STEPHEN O'MALLEY
06.13.06 (8:49 pm)   [edit]
[pre]STEPHEN O'MALLEY SUNN O))) | KHANATE | BURNING WITCH | GOATSNAKE | THORR'S HAMMER | TEETH OF LIONS RULE THE DIVINE | LOTUS EATERS 1. Hi, Stephen O'Malley! Introduce yourself about anything please. Hello. I am on a plane to London now for the following event: On 2nd of June we will be participating in a gallery action in London, at Maureen Paley, in a collaboration with the sculptor Banks Violette. The opening is between 6-8 PM. This is not a typical concert, and will not be able to be viewed as such, SUNN will be creating in a closed room, outside of the opening (although it's certainly going to be audible). The project is enormous on scale. Line up for the Paley action: Mark Deutrom, Attila Csihar, TOS, Greg Anderson, Stephen O'Malley. Maureen Paley 21 Herald Street London E2 6JT 2. Any line-up changing since it existed? Sunn O))) now consisted? SUNN has a constantly evolving lineup and group of people we work with, but the core remains Greg Anderson and myself. 3. What does the Sunn O))) means? Is it something related with SUNN amplifier? It is simply named after the amplifier. 4. How old are you now? I do believe that you have your own daily job, so how you separate your time between job, Sunn O))) & the other bands/activities? I am 31 now. As far as time separation goes, these are all aspects of my life which ebb and flow in ways that work, and dont sometimes. Time is malleable. 5. Tell me about Thorr's Hammer & Runhild Gammelsieter. I mean after the defunct of Thorr's Hammer, where did she go? She moved to Norway and earned her doctorate in molecular biology or chemistry. She currently heads the research side of an adult stem cell research firm in Oslo. 6. As far as I concern, you're the one who responsible for the making of artworks and the layouts of the most Sunn O))) releases. What's motivate you to make such a great artwork in every releases? Your favourite artists? I design and art direct all of the albums, but have rarely "made" the artwork myself. Its usually found or commissioned artwork and photography. Some of my favorite artists are: Austin Osman Spare, Richard Serra, Matthew Barney, Gernhard Richter, etc. 7. I do concern with the ambience sounds and droning musical structures delivered by Sunn O)))... and the lyrics had been written poetically... sometimes the words play with some metaphor that made it just like a work of spell for me... how long does it take to make songs like that? How much time consumes Sunn O))) to finish a complete set of LP/CD etc? How you describe your sound? I describe our sound as a drone blossom and a chance for reflective introspection and vision. A track can take one hour or one year of develope, its widely variable. As far as production time of albums, Black One is our most intensive, but still with only about 2 weeks of recording and about a week of mixing. 8. Do tell me about Burning Witch, Goatsnake, Khanate & Teeth of Lions Rule the Divine. All of these bands are either defunct or in a stasis, with the exception of KHANATE. 9. Complete this sentence: He’s eating pizza while I’m shitting in my pants happily without him knowing what’s really happens… on acid. 10. Why Sunn O)))? Why not Peavey or Marshall? Its just a preference of tone. 11. Southern Lord or Rise Above Records? Southern Lord Records 12. I'm still wondering, what's "FWTBT: (I dream of Lars Ulrich being thrown the bus window instead of my master Mystikall Kliff Burton)" actually all about? And how about "It Took The Night To Believe"? Tell me more about it. It's a Metallica cover and the actual title doesnt contain the bit between the parenthesis. It Took The Night To Believe was the most obvious black metal strewn O))) piece on Black One. 13. Concerning to "The Grimm Robe" demos LP/CD, I’ve attracted with the artwork of front cover layout… what’s the intention to spread within that image? The artwork of "Black One" LP/CD is the weirdest though… tell me more please. I think the intention is to find your own eye within the vision. 14. Are you considered yourself political? Is Sunn O))) a political band? Your view on activism? I think awareness is of utmost importance. Politics exist in every situation, and on governmental levels acts as one of the the more successful smokescreens of this age. 15. Anything you know about Malaysia generally? Not much, beside hardline Islamic laws and some foods. I haven't investigated the country at all. 16. As being ‘american’, how you feel about the issue of US government's "War On Terrorism" in the first place? Imperialism at work. 17. How about political condition in your place when concerning to the cultural activities, daily life, the system, the people etc. Do you find it hard to keep on living in New York? Have you been involved in street protest lately? Not lately, but I was post-911. The actual police crowd control techniques and dispersion effectiveness is baffling. I love NY and sincerely believe it exists beyond the polarization you suggest. It's much more complicated. 18. How much capitalist and multinational corporations have ruined your life? How much it has strengthened the value of your life instead? Are you financially ok? I am ok financially, but not stable by any means. Corporations effect everyone living in American society, but I try to avoid as much as I can, although this could be a huge facade. 19. What is your favourite food? Tell me some worth bands to check out from your hometown. Do you like reading books/zines? Tell me your favourite one. I do believe that you have your own favourite list of bands, mind to tell me? I dont have a favorite food but enjoy oysters. NY: Do any amount of research and you will find incredible music. I read as much as I can. Current reading is Alain Robbe-Grillet's "The Voyeur". I am fascinated by tons of music of all types. 20. Do Sunn O))) consume drugs? Beers? Are you guys vegetarian/vegan? Sometimes, sometimes, some of us. 21. After years you get involved in this phenomenon called 'scene', what you've got through this? What you've expected to gain in the first place when you've decided to entered in before? What made you interested to get involved? What's the condition that you hope for to be adapted and to be practiced logically/practically in this 'doom' scene? I don't think about it that way, its more of the situation we find our journey surrounded with, and the people involved in that situation. I don't really consider to be involved with 'doom scene' too much, in those terms. 22. Which shows you guys played enjoying a lot all these while? Any great event happens there publicly? What's the last event/show/gig that you've attended lately? When? Is it great? We just finished a great/challenging tour of the northern US which found us in art galleries, museums, festivals, and beautiful venues. We had some great audiences and performances, as well as experiences. Touring in the US can be difficult and is very expensive. We are fortunate to find some success there. 23. Tell me your opinions about the condition of mother earth nowadays. As it slowly down to rot, what's thing come to your mind that you think deserved to be heard by all those evil-richness-scumbag that keep continuously sucking those mineral greedily out from the soil? I think that global warming will make it very obvious how bad it is this summer, and winter. In only the past few years the weather change has been totally blatant. We are at the end of the industrial age in some sense... the oil era. Humanity will move through it and the earth will survive of course. I dont think its apocalyse, but rather the end of an empire's age. 24. What's your opinion to plastic images of models in some fashion magazines that being appeared gloriously to promoting those wasted crap product towards readers/spectators, which is after many years human condition (especially in this globalization era!) being measured by those media that they're not cool enough, not beautiful, not fit enough, not included in 'selected circles', not this, not that etc... so that they (human) will keep consume those product in order to get those cool, beautiful, fit etc just like the images of those 'appealed models' that they've exhibited? Not just the 'normal' people being hypnotized, as we can see randomly there are also have numbers of people in the scene which care too much about what they've to wear, to act etc for their outlook rather than care about the way of their thought which sometimes leads to hc/punk is more likely a fashion show that have a dress code to be followed which I can see is all pathetic. Need your views here. Its idolatry, plain and simple. This sort of thing has been existing for ages. This type of idolatry has elevated to the level of religion and spirituality, maybe its supplanted it. Heavy distraction in any case. 25. What’s your opinion on marriage and on having children? Did you find it necessary as a bond for a couple to keep on living together? Or is it such a state of mind (or psychology) in proving that they are already shared their life? I'm into it and support it when its real. 26. Mind to tell me your future plan? Future releases? Next is SUNN & BORIS "Altar" album. Many other releases in the works like new LOTUS EATRES, KHANATE ÆTHENOR, SOMA vs Z'ev, LAMF titles. 27. Ok, Stephen O'Malley... I think that's enough for me to ask you. Anything left to say or something to add? Mind to asking me one question about something you'd like to know? Please state your latest address to be contact please. Thanks for the attempt to answer this interview and allow me to make this set of questions for you. Your participation is highly appreciated. Thank you. How are the octopus dishes there? (Luckily, I like eating the baby octopus in some Japanese sushi restaurants down here. It's damn good. Yummy! You should try yourself. - Zaxx). My contact info is below. All the best. Stephen O'Malley - SUNN O))) | KHANATE | BURNING WITCH | GOATSNAKE | THORR'S HAMMER | TEETH OF LIONS RULE THE DIVINE | LOTUS EATERS :: P.O. Box 907, NY, NY 10025, USA :: www.ideologic.org :: khan8@ideologic.org ::
 
Thought of the day...
12.16.05 (2:57 am)   [edit]
If A is a beginning and Z is the ending, so that will always stop there. I won't drag it long and inventing a new letter. That will cause chaotic.

-Zaxx-
 
Judgemental?!!
08.03.05 (1:12 am)   [edit]
I do always think, be judgemental is ok. Depends on the level of the judgemental itself. In order to swallow anything we should think about it first right? Takkan nak telan jer. Aku tak halang orang nak judge aku & I'm always open in any discussions, let it be condemns, comments, complaints or even compliments (heh). But, when judging people with their only single action is definitely worse. It's much more even worse when the person only know the things not in its first hand; not dealing with it by his/her ownself. Let me advice you here, "Experience it by yourself, don't easily put any judgement to other people that you didn't know them directly in the first place". I'm also have something to clear about here that I have no fear in pre-judgement, judgement or neo-judgement (is it such word?) itself. I'm always neutral (and natural) on judgement, back-bitching or whatever you want to call it. Haha!. hidup ini tak semestinya hitam & putih... sometimes it does grey instead of black/white or full of berwarna-warni. It same goes to judgement itu tadi. It's like, kalau berak tengah jalan is wrong... so, it does. Lain la kalau budak kecik tak berakal, orang tua yg dah nyanyuk or orang yg memang ada masalah pembuangan air besar. Itu memang ada exception. Maksud aku it depends on what subject/object we judge. Once again, judgeMENTAL is ok. Or else, the person itself afraid of being judged or condemned for what they have made. Afraid of accepting any comments & judgements. We're not the only living things who are live in this lovely world aren't we? If eveything is good & ok. So, where/when the hell was such "Bad" & "Not Ok" words been invented back then? Somebody clever enough, please tell me? I need a lesson. Thank you & FUCK YOU VERY MUCH! Judgemental is a normal process in mind that keeps thinking... but then, the destructive & constructive does count. Judgemental is just a tool for the constructive & destructive reason for some acts. It always depends on the person themselves to accept & swallow it or not & then DIGEST (err... or not?) it. Nothing absolute truth & need to think of it for your own good. That's the brutal truth in itself. FUCK YOU VERY MUCH ONCE AGAIN!
 
Aku ke ni?
07.28.05 (11:10 pm)   [edit]
Sebenarnya aku blur nak tulis apa. Dah lama tak tulis dalam blog ni. Otak aku semacam dah beku. Hari ni masuk kerja half day. Bangun pagi pening kepala. Sakit perut. Damn! Kenapa ni? Skang ni bangun pagi pun dah terasa cam malas nak mampos. Apasal haa? Otak aku ni ok ke tak? Banyak sebenarnya bermain dalam otak aku ni. Ntah la, takkan nak luah kat sini kot? Kasik orang baca? Then mintak simpati? What the? Dalam dunia ni bukan ko sorang jer yg duduk Zaki, takde masa orang nak peduli pasal ko sorang jer. Ntah la. Aku pun? Ada peduli pasal orang lain? Ada gak! Ye ke? Ko jangan nak menanam tebu tepi bibir la. Aku dah faham sangat perangai ko ni Zaki. Selfish. Tak guna. Harap simpati orang. Ye ke? Ntah la. Nak kata hidup tak lengkap? Kerja tetap ada. Tetiap bulan masuk duit. Tak cukup? Alaaa... ko ni memang jenis tak bersyukur kot? Tak reti manage duit! Ahh... bukan masalah tak reti nak manage duit. Tapi masalahnya sekarang, banyak benda nak dibuat dengan duit yang aku dapat tetiap bulan tu. So? Buat satu-satu la. Ko ni kelam-kabut sangat. Yer la. Bukan kelam-kabut. Tapi tuh la. *Zaki! Uh? Apa Roy panggil aku tetiba ni? Ganggu betul. Haha! Ler pasal Macross rerupanya. Mesir konfius nak letak status artwork Macross tu apa; manual drawing ke CGI (Computer Generated Image). Oh, kalau macam tu senang jer. Apa kata kita tanya sipembuat Macross tu sendiri? Kah kah. Ntah la. Eh, tetiba ada awek mana tah datang melawat opis kitorang ni. Damn! Wangi abes. Make-up pun tebal abes. Berdebu. Aku nengok awek ni biasa je. But, nengok gaya... high maintainance juga. Part make up dia pun dah cukup buat aku lelah tetiap bulan. Haha. Bercerita pasal make-up. Hmmm... kenapa pompuan takleh pisah ngan make up? Aku mmg oppose mende-mende fake beauty ni. But, ada jugak yg dah cukup lawa. Tapi dok masih pakai make up tebal-tebal. *WAHAHAHAHA!!! Huk aloohh... langsuir mana gelak smoking room tu? Oh Rina rupanya. Dia ni kalau gelak memang tak ingat dunia. Ah... jeling-jeling plak. Nak nengok, nengok jer la. Tak pun tanya jer terus. Hehe. Apa? Kenapa? Ni ha... aku cerita pasal budak opis aku sorang ni. Dok menjenguk aku taip blog, sebab dia tau aku tengah menaip blog... bukan wat kerja. Sebenarnya aku ni pakai taip jer apa yg terlintas dalam kepala otak aku. Tapi jujur ke aku? Hahaha. Sememangnya tidak! Dalam otak aku sebenarnya ada sorang budak dok berlari-lari... bermain-main kat dalam kepala otak aku. Suka jer dia. Bebas berlari-lari. Sedangkan aku memerangkap dia dalam kurungan otak aku. Itu cuma imaginasi. Imbasan silam. Yang pasti dia bebas berlari dalam dunia realiti. Sesekali dia terbang, mungkin. Hahaha. Biar la. Manusia perlu bebas. Tak kisah la bebas macam mana orang tu nak. Terbalik ke... tertonggeng ke... atau just vakum tak terlihat pada mata kasar, yang pasti... semua orang nak bebas & mereka berhak. Aku siapa nak kongkong orang? UH?!!! Lari jauh dah aku ni. Semalam aku citer kat awek aku pasal aku nak berjogging jauh-jauh. Kasik peluh bebanyak. Kasik penat satu badan. Dah penat leh tidur... rehat! Aku nak rehat. Nak rehat panjang? Macam serious jer kau ni Zaki? Yer la. Letih la hidup ni. Serious woooiii!!! Terngiang-ngiang plak kat otak aku lagu Radiohead "No Surprises" yang aku letak dalam page Myspace aku tu. Damn! Suara Thom Yorke sedih amat. Macam nak suruh aku tamatkan riwayat hidup aku skang gak. Pale hotak genius dia la. Babiks betul. Tapi best gak. Kasik torture otak satu kali. Baru ada akai! Hahaha. Teringat gak kat filem "What To Do In Case Of Fire", ada soundtrack lagu "No Surprises" ni. Hmm... apa melalut la plak aku ni. Eh? Dah pukul 5:06 petang? Biar betul? Kolum 8 pages pasal manga pilihan pun baru start sikit. Sempat ke? Uh... Naruto lagi. Kabut betul la. Camne ni? Ahad ni nak jogging lari jejauh ke? Masih berlari lagi ke budak tu dalam otak aku ni? Kenapa aku kurung dia dalam otak aku? Duit bulan ni cukup? Nak rekording. Duit rumah. Duit kereta. Special occasion untuk bulan ni lagi. Personal expenses? Kerja bertambah? Masa makin kurang? Nak buat artworks balik? Nak join exhibition semula? Nak balik JB? Uh... banyak betul otak aku ni dipermain-mainkan oleh pelbagai perkara. *BUTOH LU LA! Eh? Editor aku mencarut lagi? Eh? Mesir tak abes-abes cerita pasal aku tersalah anggap? Lawak la tu konon? Lawak la jugakkk!!! Hahaha! End.
 
Ignorance...
03.17.05 (5:42 pm)   [edit]

Let it be.

Artist name: Mohd Zaki Ali aka Zaxx
Title: Let it be.
Date: March 17, 2005

Explanation: This is actually a minimal conceptualism art which discussing about attitude of the society which like to ignore everything (especially the (considerable) smallest things & something that's not important by them) & the 'Let it be.' title is about the phrase which always been spouting by the society when considering with something that's should be ignored.

Further detail for those who blind: Then why plain white background & there's only a word "ignore" in the middle of it? The plain white background is surrounding which explained the atmosphere of the society itself. The "ignore" is actually the disturbance here. Even if the word not as big as the surface of the background which is plain white, it's still make a big impact to the whole space. It's same with the society's condition now, when the minor disturbance being ignored BUT it's actually STILL give a contribution or leads to a major disturbance itself (if it's still being ignored again & again). It's just as simple as this "i.g.n.o.r.e" to make such a big impact! Anyway, you choose!

[ignorance get started with something being ignored & when we wouldn't know the exact truth/meaning/phenomenon behind the things are]

The Purpose: The artwork is actually an experiment in provocation, the products of a conscious effort to break every rule of the artistic tradition, in order to create a new kind of art - one that engages the mind instead of the eye, in ways that provoke the observer to participate and think.

Enough explanation? Ask me for further discussion.
 
Hasri (Revolted/Depress)
03.13.05 (7:32 pm)   [edit]
My hometown's friend Hasri (zine editor of Revolted & vocalist of Kota Tinggi/Johor Bahru crust punk band, Depress) died. Joe Kidd said, "got this via SMS from Jimbo on March 12, 2005 (3:38 pm); Here's Jimbo's sms, sent 2.22pm today, "Berita sedih. As (Depress) baru meninggal. Al-Fatihah". .:Takziah to his family & friends (especially to all my High Castle DIY Hc/Punk fellas):. Originally taken from: http://kerbau.com/joeblog/comments.php?id=344_0_1_0_C12" title="http://kerbau.com/joeblog/comments.php?id=344_0_1_0_C12" target="_blank"http://kerbau.com/joeblog/com...

 
New Chapter!!!
03.01.05 (11:03 pm)   [edit]

New Chapter's Gig

Nocturne Creative presents:

NEW CHAPTER


Featuring:
The Deepset Joy
Missing Chapter
Kuchalana
Windchime
MUZE
Polaris
Simon The Fag
The Other Side Orchestra
Childhood Superhero
Rina
April


9 April '05
Paul's Place (new place)
RM10 (inlc. 1st drink)
2 pm onwards
Info: 0122695734 / funemo@yahoo.com

* DIY stuff are welcome!
* Missing Chapter will showcase their new demo
* Come early and get your ticket worth. we have the lot lining up to play for YOU!

 
SEMBANG SUMBANG?!!
02.27.05 (9:32 pm)   [edit]

Mass Produksi?!!

I've sent some questions randomly to several persons. Here's the answer of 'em all! Many thanks to them for participated. Thank you once again!


1. Who are you?

Elang: I'm erlangga Mohamad student from indonesia.
Jeremy Othmer: Im Othmer from the Dead Chretiens, a drunken punk outfit out of the asshole of Canada!
Dre: I am a hedonist, narcist, etc.
Daniel: Daniel.
Aedie Azrul: My name is Aedie Azrul, just finish my study as a fine art student in local uni somewhere in shah alam. Now i am a fulltime artist. Editor of "Think 's' Hit n/l, and "Forwards" zine.
Man: Hi nama saya Man.
Zeezam: hi. im zeezam. 24 years old, male, jobless at the moment. a lil' bit blur person. sometimes my brain didn't work well. i'm sorry if my answers sucks. its all i can think rite now. please excuse my poor english.
Pam: My name is Pam.
Sonia Randhawa: I'm Sonia Randhawa.
Lisa Oglesby: Lisa Oglesby
Isma: isma.. just nobody who try to live in this world.
Alex: I'm Alex, 19 yrs old, 3rd year nursing student.. I play guitars and shouts for Friendshipx7, 2-piece SxE crustcore outfit...my big bro PO1 Philip plays the drums and also shouts...I also do a zine called WHY SIT DOWN? which by now, I've already released the 2nd issue.
Mack: My name is Mack, I wrote a book titled Evasion which was released by Crimethinc. The book is my account of life as a voluntarily unemployed 20-something hitchhiker, dumpster diver, and adventure seeker. I'm currently working on my second book, finishing 3 zines, booking a 6 week book/film tour of only small towns, and listening to the straight edge band Undertow.
Matte: I am Matte, from Sweden...
Erik: My name is Erik. I'm 25 years old. Living in Stockholm, the capital of Sweden.

2. What are you doing?
Elang: answering this?!
Jeremy Othmer: Replying to these questions somebody sent me.
Dre: I do something that make me happy [happines is more than just hangin on the club, sometimes happines is reach by doing a resistence, but right now happines is a cute woman that I love and some cold beer in the bathtub]. Happines is relative depends on what I need
Daniel: Sitting at a university computer attempting to answer the unbelievably huge amount of email in my inbox, and revelling in this needed distraction from personal correspondence, while listening to the last HIS HERO IS GONE LP and feeling somewhat technophobic. If you're asking what am I doing in terms of the DIY hardcore punk scene: later on this afternoon I'm going to start writing a little about CATHARSIS and THE STOOGES for #5 of 'ON FIRE', a DIY hardcore punk zine I publish, and then next week I will possibly have band practise for THE PLAGUE, a band that I sing for, which is basically an ugly, distorted mess of hardcore punk noise.
Aedie Azrul: Now i just spend my holidays take photo where ever i go. Do some painting and stencil art. I took Street as my canvas.
Man: Sekarang kerja kontrak residensi pelukis di sg buloh.
Zeezam: im doing nothing at this moment. just staying at home, eating, sleeping, reading, listening to the music that i love and sometimes watching t.v if my super-boring stepfather not at home. besides that, im running a very small ditributions called +FORSAKEN+. just started early this year(2004). im trying my best to distribute stuffs (cassettes, cds, fanzines etc) from other places for all my friends here. not just distributing it, i hope that they'll get something from what they read/listened.
Pam: Operating small independent and community-based bookstore with my several friends; raising my little lovely child as best as I can; work as a freelance artworker in a local social-analysis foundation; as a volunteer in a local Food Not Bombs; reading a lot of good books, watch good movies, hear some good records; write some articles, essays, etc, for friends' independent media.
Sonia Randhawa: Trying to set up an independent radio station.
Lisa Oglesby: There are a lot of ways I can answer that question.. I assume you mean which projects are you involved in or what job you do. In that sense, I am the co-editor of HeartattaCk 'zine and I work full time at Ebullition Records Distribution. I tend to be a busy person. There are lots of things I do half assed because there are so many things I want to do. I try to get involved in my local community and the punk scene here as much as I can. Goleta is a small town, so you really need to take part in what is organized and help make your own fun.
Isma: I'm studying at some place in here.. watching people around me.. every people are very interesting to know..
Alex: What? Right now? Answering this shit and hoping to see banilyn soon...
Mack: Right now I am currently writing the next Evasion book, which is my account of 6 months spent living in an abandoned broom closet on the campus of a major univeristy.
Matte: I am doing a zine called Dödscell and i play in some bands: Personkrets 3:1 (crust) and Social Sterility (grindcore)
Erik: I study economy at a university here in Stockholm. I think i recieved these questions because i'm a member of the music-collective Bingo. Except for music i'm helping out finishing a book about Israels building of the Apartheid wall together with some other people from the Swedish International Solidarity Movement (more info about the ISM Palestine go to www.palsolidarity.org)

3. Do you satisfied in what you have got?
Elang: what do you think?
Jeremy Othmer: NO, I wish I lived in California with a ex-porn star as a wife with big ass fake tits. I also have unlimited amounts of beer, and BC chronic. With a clean bong of course.
Dre: sometimes yes sometimes not
Daniel: No, I am not. Who is?
Aedie Azrul: Do i? Might Be yes n might be no, depends on the on what kind of achievement that i receive. Probably no.. is the answer...
Man: Ya dan tidak juga. Sukar untuk berpuas hati dalam apa yang telah diperolehi.
Zeezam: no, not really. i always wanted more but because of im a lazy person its all always ended up like that. nothing's really work out.
Pam: Absolutely.
Sonia Randhawa: Hm. I'd be satisfied with a bit more money so I can get the station up and running, but am confident that I will get it soon, so I guess yes I am. I'm certainly happy with what I personally have, even if my company could do with a bit more!
Lisa Oglesby: Quite. I have it pretty good. I enjoy my life and all the people in it. There are things about my life that are hard, but I try to consider them challenges of living. I try to overcome difficult things and really make the best of what life I have left. Sometimes I fail, but plenty enough I make my life the way I want it. And I have fun!
Isma: i guess.. i am pretty much satisfied with all corrupted system we live it.
Alex: Yeah most of the time, but sometimes I think that I really want to have lots of money you know...
Mack: If you are asking if I am satisfied with my life, then the answer is not summed up in word. I'm satisfied with much of what I've accomplished, and my immediete living situation. However I find I am best served taking hard looks at what I haven't done rather than what I have, and this will guide me to a more accomplished future. I wish I had spent more time working on my social skills, that I was more outgoing. I wish I had taken more chances, crossed a few more lines. I wish it had not taken me so long to finish my second book. And I wish Undertow had not broken up, because I am reminded right now what an impassioned and underrated band they were.
Matte: Hmm, I am not sure what you mean here actually... Satisfied? Well, yeah I guess, sort of...
Erik: For me personal - I definitly am!

Learn to kill! 

4. Finally we've got ourselves here in Malaysia our own version of National Service starting early this year 2004, so how you define this agenda and what do you think about it? Also there's ANSARA seek funding to help poor student in getting education easier, but the ironic side was why there are millions buck been feed towards National Service program, instead of should be giving it to the education itself in the first place? is military service more important than education itself? Or is it in the next near future education based on military purpose will be the main target for all young generation? Need your further view upon this matter.
Elang:
I don't know about this. Sorry, i can't answer this Q...
Jeremy Othmer: Well thats a hard one Zaki! Its like here in Canada out natives get free education, and a lot of them piss it away on beer, and drugs. So its a catch 22, if you give kids a free education a lot will take advantage of it and make something out of themselves. Some will do the same that is going on in Canada right now. I think it's great they have a foundation in your country to make it easier for people to go back to school, cause I know I cant afford to go back to school and I should because the TV industry riht now is really slow. Although I cant afford to attend another college or University its a game by the banks, they want to loan you money, then when you are done school you owe all this money.. Its all a Catch 22, and nobody will help anybody nowadays unless there is something in it for them, so all in all it sucks!
Daniel: Military service is more important than education in modern society. I don't agree with this; it's just a fact. Education does little for the defense of each particular state, and having a strong army / whatever is probably the most important thing for most modern states. Personally, I think they're both just lubricants for the social machine, as I sit here in this institution of higher learning, but one is particularily more suited to the kind of violence most societies are geared towards. I think I could have worded this a little better, but I'm sure you understand.
Aedie Azrul: Well for the "Ns" i think it is another government propaganda... There now that kids nowadays are more radical and can define "words" yes and no. So that's why there start the "ns". Because they now that what happen in this country is just another "drama". So when they start doint this thing kids can be CONTROLLED, For the "ANSARA" answer, they need miilion bucks to educate kids that what they are doing is good, so they give them free stuffed and what so ever. Shame on them, lack of support for the 1st coz don't have enough $$$. Military service? well i don think kids so excited to join that.. its just that they are afraid to be caught.. so they join it. Military = Strict? what they wanted to do is they want people attention... that so called goverment is take a good care of a "children of the millenium"...
Man: Nampaknya NS banyak membantu Bn menang pilihanraya 2004. Agenda untuk anak² muda sering mendapat tempat di hati masyarakat "prihatin" yg amat risau akan masa depan. Dirogol, mati, selepas ini apa lagi yg nak dirahsiakan lagi.
Zeezam: i think the national service is really sucks. they (government) forced teenagers who born from year 1986 to join the national service. i think the government had realized that there's a threat to fight against the government by the young people (and old.. of course). so they created these stupid national service to brainwash all the young people to make sure that they not fight against the government.they dont care much about education itself cos they know all parents will send their childrens to school or they will be penalty if not doing that. what they (government) really care nowaday is to recruit all the young people to "love" them. they only care about themself, their name and money. i also heard that in the next near future there will be something like pre-national service will be teach in school. ohh.. that was so horrible! more power to young people! (also the old one..hihi..). RESIST AND EXIST!
Pam: In this age of neo-liberalism, there are two categories to define the states based on economy system: the so-called First-World Countries and Third-World Countries. Malaysia and Indonesia categorized as the second type, who have to obey what First-World Countries want. There are no needs for the Third-World Countries to educate their own people as long as they can supply the First-World Countries with 'good workers' who willing to work on their factories and corporations without any complain. If in some cases there is a resistance, the state need a 'good dog' to protect the corporate interest. It will take a long article to explain this thing, but I hope I can short it out with my answer.
Sonia Randhawa: I'm ideologically opposed to national service as an infringement on the liberty of the draftees. We are not in any way under emergency conditions, and even then any restriction of liberty or increase of state power should be considered very carefully. Look at what's been happening under BUsh, where horrible domestic legislation has gone practically unnoticed because everyone's too busy watching the fireworks in Iraq. On the specifics of how the money is spent, this is an obvious and easy point to pick on. More interesting would be to look at how the wealth of the nation has decreased over the last 20 years. Then we had a massive, renewable source of national funds in the form of rainforests, oil, fish etc etc. We've built up some infrastructure (roads), mainly through tolls though, and we've improved our education system to a limited extent. But where's the rest of our money? Literally billions has disappeared.
Lisa Oglesby: Let me start my saying that I don't really know much about this situation. We don't have any real national service in the USA, but I am familiar with how many countries need their young people to populate the programs (so they set them up). In the USA, we have plenty of people in the armed forces, so it is highly unlikely that there will be another draft of citizens. We DO share the same problem of money being spent on military rather than education. This a problem that speaks to the very core of the world. Why is it more important to point guns than share ideas? When it comes to being afraid of our neighbors, we seem to be able to spend with reckless abandon while people go without other basic services. It is a shame that the only national service most countries have is one based on defense. I would be in support of a national community service, where young people were encouraged to do good works for their country, enhancing and enriching their neighbors' lives. It is truly unfortunate that the world's priorities seem to go against human enrichment.
Isma: first they try to afraid the people about singapore, then you have national service. I think it's all about politics and profit. Just imagine how many they will get from the day they start it from tax payer money. what a waste!! luckily i'm not a tax payer.. i heard there are many rape case from it thanks to those idiot on they're stupid cozy chair.. about the ANSARA thing... just imagine.. if they help the poor kids to go to school.. they wil not get any cash.. because the money will be given to the poor and that is. But, if they use the money for National Service.. they will get some cash from National Service organiser.. the truth is they don't care about people or education or whatever... all they think is how the cash will be flow into their pocket..
Alex: Yeah! I share your sentiments regarding doing service or any of that crap. I don't believe that thousands of people should be forced to work especially if it is for war just because two people are in misunderstanding or whatever. By the way, the funds should go directly into something useful.
Mack: The specifics of the question are not quite clear to me, however I think you are asking my opinion on miltarization as opposed to education. I think the answer is obvious. We need to be building ourselves up instead of tearing our world down. It is yet another symptom of our detatchment from the earth, our world of mediated experience and cumbersom abstractions. So long as "science" prepetuates it's myth as a field that moves our world forward instead of into the planetary grave, we will move in the direction of further domestication of the earth and it's resources. The military is one symptom of this.
Matte: I dont really know anything about this, but it sounds interesting... In countries like Sweden, everyone have to do their military service for like a year, and the reason for this is that the swedish political wiew is that everyone - rich, poor, black or white - should do their part. That way, it is more "equal" between the classes... In other countries -like the UK, USA and so on- they use the working class as soldiers. Its not the rich Americans who fight in Iraq, it is the american workingclass that kills, and getts killed, for oilprofits and global domination... "is military service more important than education itself?" - hell no.
Erik: I don't know much about your education system or National Services. Generally i think taxes and welfare politics thru the state is a good way to give people more equal possibilities.

Perfect Body?5. What's your opinion to plastic images of models in some fashion magazines that being appeared gloriously to promoting those wasted crap product towards readers/spectators, which is after many years human condition (especially in this globalization era!) being measured by those media that they're not cool enough, not beautiful, not fit enough, not included in 'selected circles', not this, not that etc... so that they (human) will keep consume those product in order to get those cool, beautiful, fit etc just like the images of those 'appealed models' that they've exhibited? Not just the 'normal' people being hypnotized, as we can see randomly there are also have numbers of people in the scene which care too much about what they've to wear, to act etc for their outlook rather than care about the way of their thought which sometimes leads to hc/punk is more likely a fashion show that have a dress code to be followed which I can see is all pathetic. Need your views here.
Elang: there is an advertising. sorry, i dont understand your Q.
Jeremy Othmer: Well first of all, all those stupid mags with stick figure models is all a bunch of bullshit anyways, its not reality! They say to me, Othmer why do you smoke some much weed, will its the only thing keeping me SANE right now! I have come to the realisation that people in this world are really, really STUPID! So its up to yourself to educate youself and not get brainwashed by these multi-billion dollar corps trying to get your money. Because those billion dollar coprs are paying some really smart people into trying to scam the stupid people. Dont be stupid! Dont buy stuff from any American company, dont watch American TV its all one big scam for your money. Those places dont care about you, or if you fit in your your group of people, they are telling you this so you buy their shit! Fuck'em if you need a certin type of pants or shirt to fit in, then you need some new friends. Be yourself be an individual!
Dre: sometimes it's fun sometimes it's sick. Just follow what you want, even you have to break the rule. what does another says about your life is not your fuckin bussines.
Daniel: I agree with you, no one is exempt from the pressure to consume an image, because that's how we all view each other: as objects with particular images, these defining our social identity. I think it's somewhat inescapable; no matter what we choose to look like, we are still putting thought into our image, right? I guess some images are more ethical than others, but, it's all image, and it's all part of this huge spectacle of images, and no matter what image you 'choose' to consume (bohemian rebel or chaos punk), you're still a consumer. And, like you said, hardcore punk has a dress code, and I fit into it, down to the MINOR THREAT patch on my butt. I guess the important thing is to be aware of this, and to raise dialogue about it (like you're attempting to do), but ultimately, confronting the concept of 'image' and 'identity' is fraught with contradictions and complications.
Aedie Azrul: well just a simple words i gonna say is remember "fashion is for safety", The words TRUST means a lot this case... Trust to yrself. No need to follow others..
Man: Tentang plastic images yang dipaparkan dalam fashion magazine di mana mereka bermain dengan bahasa semiotika pada pembikinan society of consumption (keupayaan untuk membeli dan memiliki).Apa yang dipaparkan dalam magazine/ads adalah gaya hidup yang dijual kepada konsumer dengan meletakkan nilai-nilai. Dalam dunia sekarang ini, imej mag/ads yang dipaparkan juga dipanggil "beauty Myth" iaitu memberikan definasi tentang beauty dan perfection, secara tidak langsung/langsung akan munculnya obsession untuk mendapatkan "physical perfection dan flawless beauty" yang memerangkap sesetengah/kebanyakan lelaki/perempuan. Ia terletak kepada setiap pilihan dan pentafsiran individu, maksud aku semua perkara ini adalah soal popular culture, ia akan terus bergerak linear, di sini individu atau consumer seharusnya ada kuasa untuk memilih dan menidakkannya. Orang "normal dan tak normal" adalah manusia yg ada potensi utk dipengaruhi oleh gaya. Bagi aku, ini soal identiti dan trend serta gaya hidup. Ada yang full time dan part time punk rocker, MTV rock star, ...siang ada kerja kat office, malam hang out + jamming + gigs + dialog etc... semua perkara ini amat menarik pada aku, kembali pada soal pilihan masing2.
Zeezam: i think they watch too much t.v thats why they're acting like that. well, its depend to the individu to censor what they had read/watch thru the t.v/magazine etc. there's so many products exist nowaday with so many brands but ended up with only one same product.they'll do anything as long as their products being sold. and the involvement of the media is so important here to help sell the products no matter its true or not. of course they get paid to do the crap. anyone who hypnotized will be the victim forever if they never realize it. now whose to blame? i think its depend to ourselves to make the decision.what's the use of brain if we dont use it to think? some peoples in the scene always like to copy how their favourite bands do. like how they act or dressed.some people like to dressed up too much when they attend gigs just to show to other peoples thats they're the fuckin' true. i think thats funny yet stupid. some dressed up according to the music they like. for example; if you're punk, you must wear like this, talk like this, drink this, act like this etc. these just only the example but this thing is happens EVERYWHERE. like i said before, they watch too much TV. maybe they watch mtv too much, then they mixed up with "wrong person". whom only care the "outside" more than "inside". finally, you know what will happens lah..
Pam: We have to face the reality that almost all of the people around us lead their live in the emptiness and banalities. As the postmodern thinkers said that we're all only interesting in the symbol not on the content in the age of late-capitalism, where capitalism already live on almost every aspects of our life, to reproduce the poverty of our everyday life. So, its hard for me to complain about how the so called hc punk kids tend to be fashionable manequins, its better to start to build a real community that broader than hc punk scene. Communities that communicate with a physical and emotional touch on life, not based on how much money we spend or we got.
Sonia Randhawa: It can take a serious effort to remain unaffected by corporate OR anti-corporate images. Are you goth/ punk/ alternative enough? Never. So forget it. It ain't never gonna happen, you will never be the pinnacle of cool (even if you are the pinnacle of cool, you probably won't realise it). So stop striving for stuff you can't have. Concentrate on doing what you do. If you wear the right clothes, you're as much of an arse as someone who buys designer gear. If you wear your own clothes, that happen to be right, you're in charge of your life, not the fashion victims or designers.
Lisa Oglesby: Is that a question? Well, of course, the things you bring up suck. The pressure of media and our own insecurities will continue to do damage to us on this level. We need to love ourselves for who we are, and many images in media make that difficult. I do feel that people should be able to express themselves through their style in whichever way they want. Though I am only impressed with the ones that are honest, personal expressions. Fashion can be of interest, but I am an addict of function. So my personal style is based on functionality. But that is just me.
Isma: actually i felt pity and sorry for them.. they just want to be accept by the media and other people. they think by consuming they can change they're life. But the thing is... they are dying working everyday and night just to consume.
Alex: the media plays a big part in standardizing our views... Shit coz its all crap... beauty is in the eyes of the beholder... each of us has his or her own concept... so we should not believe any of the crap that the media pulls on us. We should be smart enough not to believe anything we hear or see.
Mack: Much of the punk and hardcore scene has come to mirror the degenerate values of the outside world. We can blame not merely an abstract set of imposed cultural values, but what is missed is that there are indivudual to blame. There are specific people and bands to blame for the onset of fashion over substance, and these bands should be confronted. In the straight edge scene in the US, you have bands like Eighteen Visions and Bleeding Through who have nothing to offer but image. They should be spat on, but instead they are glorified. As for fashion models, we need to stop looking to other people as the shining star through which we will live our lives, through which we will find perfection, through which we will live. They are not the ones living the real lives while ours sit as boring, pale imitations. That attitude is what fills the pockets of fashion and celebrity magazines. We need to recognize our own lives and selves as being things of worth and beauty.
Matte: As long as there have been hc/punk there have been "posers", people just wanting to consume things instead of creating things, if you get my point. I dont care really, I have been involved in hc/punk for like 10 years and I have seen styles come and go... dress codes, asskissing, hierarchies, elitism - these things will always be a part of the scene. Unfortunatly.
Erik: Hehe. that's a interesting thing. Punk/hc could never be anything else than an alternative to the main stream culture (cus if many people like it isn't punk anymore - then it's main stream and the alternative people - god bless em - have to find something else to do) it always contains a lot of peole trying to talk it in to be something more (than music etc). That also makes it quite elitistic - it's mainly for a small group of people. At the same time the main thing about subcultures - especially punk at least - is clothes (or/and music etc). Ironic part: hearing "don't mind how you dress and don't think about your look" and then going to shows where everyone looks pretty much the same (and mostly thinks the same too).

6. How much capitalist and multinational corporations have invaded your life? How much it has strengthened the value of your life instead? Are you financially ok?
Elang: lots. and i wont to buy it all. because i will do not have time, place, life if i buy it all.
Jeremy Othmer: No, Im an not financially OK! I have a college education with no job. Its funny cause the college promised me a job, they told me it was the best college, and the banks didnt hasitate to give me money, cause I figureed once I finnish college I will have this dream job and paying off my dept will be no problem! hahhaha good one! Every college and University is raping you, and the banks are the ones holding you down while you get raped till the day of graduation with a big smile on your face!
Dre: capital stole my body but not my soul.
Daniel: Capitalist and multi-national corporations have invaded most every aspect of my life. The computer that I type these anti-capitalist messages into, the stereo I listen to my techonophobic, luddite punk rock records on, the bed I sleep in, the food I eat. I am financially OK: Australia has a welfare system to support students with no financial income, and I have enough money to purchase the occasional record and eat well. But the 'value' of System work for them...my life isn't in my ability to continue living without starving; life's 'value' is defined, I believe, by the strength of our social relationships, and capitalism is dedicated to weakening social relationships that are non-heirarchical, non-economic, non-exploitative. I see punk rock as an attempt to strengthen these social relations between people, to give us some sense of 'value' in life; Australia has had one of the highest rates of youth suicide in the world, and we are not a struggling, 'developing' nation, so perhaps that reveals the extent to which capitalism strengthens the value of life, right?
Aedie Azrul: so much...and i now try to decrease it.....not so
Man: Amat banyak, terutamanya apabila kehendak sudah menjadi keperluan. saya pikir ia saling bergantung antara satu sama yang lain yg saling bergantungan. Value... soal rewards and punishment, the value proposition states that the more valueable people find the results of their action, the more likely they are to perform that action. Duit sekejap ada, sekejap tak ada.
Zeezam: i am always a broke person. i dont buy something thats not so important in my life. when i was still working before, half of my salary i used to support my living. u know, eating and other basic stuff. the other half i used for going to anywhere i want, like attending gigs or just meet friends. i dont buy branded and expensive clothes or shoes or whatever. i dont smoke and drink alcohol or hanging out at expensive palces. i always try to minimize everythings. so, i think its great i dont have so much link to the capitalism and multinationals. i like to wear simple clothes and running simple life..
Pam: I'm financially okay without working overtime, that's why I think I'm lucky enough. But you know, capitalists and corporate interests already invaded all of our life, especially when we have a child to rise. From milk, diapers, drugs, vitamins, educations, toys, and everything almost leave us without choice outside the corporate interests. We have to do more compromise that in a lot of times hurt us so much, but like I said before, almost there are no choices. Except we have a strong community to back up each other life.
Sonia Randhawa: I'm (currently) financially ok. It changes month to month (!). I buy petrol, books and music from large corporations, but make an active effort to avoid them. There are still wet markets around (also good because they have less plastic packaging), herbally Indian places for toothpaste and stuff, most cleaning products and even dog food you can make yourself (although I love Lysol for keeping nasty silverfish away from my books!).
Lisa Oglesby: Well, I am a middle class American living in the USA... so, obviously, the capitalist system which I live in has afforded me comforts. It is hard for me to guess what my life might be if I lived under another system other than capitalism, because there is none other I have been able to experience. I do enjoy the aspects of freedom that we have in this country, but I do not enjoy the damage multinational corporations are doing to our world. I vote with my dollar, by supporting locally owned businesses and groups working outside the norm. I buy all my food at a co-operative grocery store that stocks many local items. I avoid large chains and businesses that impede workers' rights and global balance.
Isma: yeah.. first top capitalist invader in me are DUNHILL!!! sometimes I felt stupid for consume it (I am stupid).. I agree with some people said i am addicted to it... and I guess I am weak to deny the capitalism.. shit!!! me financially ok? i always broke.. my friend.. can you send me a dollar per word i write here? hahahhaha.
Alex: Since the day we were born... all of us were subjected to capitalist exploitation... from the foods we eat to the clothes we wear to the so called formal education we 're supposed to take. I think we couldn't escape from this whole capitalist thing... unless we throw all our possessions away and live simply as a monk...
Mack: No one asked me permission when Kinkos, McDonalds, and Taco Bell built their structures in my neighborhood. The influence is so pervasive I am more taken aback when I am in an environment where these are absent. Strangely enough it has gotten this bad. What corporate America has to offer in no way compensates for the wasted lives, scarred beauty, and enviromental devastation that is left behind. I don't need an electric dog waxer. I'd like my neighborhood back. On the isse of finance, as described in Evasion I have largely taken a different approach to being "financially ok" by being financially non-participatory. I circumvent the use of money altogether in favor of a more direct approach of getting what I need to live. When I need to sleep, I find a place to sleep. When I need to eat, I find food. And so on. Living off the excess of a consumer society is one approach to dealing with the money problem.
Matte: I try to live my life without that shit. I am a vegetarian, i am politicly active (to some extent anyway), i try to avoid unnecesery consumtion... I read books and use my head and I try to turn the fucking TV off as often as possible, hahaha. But offcourse it is hard to avoid this shit since we are living in a capitalistic society. "Are you financially ok?" - well, no. I study at the university, and studying is not cheap, so i also work to get some extra cash. But I dont starve off course, i still have some money left by the end of the month to spend on beer, records and tobacco, hahaha.
Erik: I'm very ok financially. Multi corporations. Invaded... hm well pretty much i guess. I live in a capitalistic economy. Less here than in many other countries but still quite much. Don't know if companies improved things but i wouldn't say that they're the problem neither. Politics is still stronger if it wants to be. No company have their own army or abbility to press their own curency. Just to bad that it most of the time chooses not to be. Private market economy have helped developed a lot of things i enjoy today. It could sure have been done antoher way but wasn't. At the same time the profit seeking and great fortunes in a small group of people causes a lot of problems and is a crappy situation... To long discussion. 

 War On Terrorism?!!

7. We take a step into global issue now, and it's getting even cliché then. What's your opinion towards what has happens in between USA and Iraq lately?
Elang: i love//love. not war.
Jeremy Othmer: Well its really fucked up, because the main reason was to stop weapons of mass distruction, when they didnt find any. The mission was to get Saddam, then when they found him the mission was to free Iraq! I say get the americans out of Iraq and let them fit among themselves, but then you get those fucking idiot terrorist bombers all over the world. I mean these people are really fucked up! The US is trying to help them and they dont wanna be helped, so I have kill'em all!! Fuck'em if they wanna live like that, killing people, and everything else fuck'em! I had pitty on them for a long time, I was against all the US invasion shit! But now I just think they are all fucked, and they need to advance in society. Its all one big mess, and I dont know what the hell is in the water in the middle east but it aint good, ohh wait they dont even have water!
Dre: it's just a game of image! but it's sadistic
Daniel: I would say to both nations what George Bush addressed the Iraqi people: "your enemy is not surrounding your country, your enemy is ruling your country".
Aedie Azrul: just another US propaganda... religion is just a words the most of it they want to have the "oily gold in the country"
Man: Penaklukan di Iraq amat memalukan utk sebuah kuasa besar. Baru2 ini apa yg menarik adalah tentang re-designed bendera Iraq yg dpt tentangan dr rakyat mereka sendiri. Simbol sebuah negara kembali dipertikai dan dipersoal serta dipertahankan "kemuliaannya".
Zeezam: i dont know what is really happens rite there. but it seems like USA want to conquer everythings from iraq. from oil to economy. after invading iraq, they now slowly want to reconstruct it. after that they'll send corporate businessman and their company to make some investment in iraq to build factories of their multinational product and force the iraqis to work in the factories with low pay. some of them who work there have no choice 'coz any works that they do before already gone because of war. everythings had been destroyed! they have to do the work to get money to feed their family. and the rich become richer while the poor getting poorer. i dont know if theres a or more conspiracy between bush and saddam, maybe YES, maybe NOT. i'm not sure 'bout that but what i'm really sure is that USA government and their stupid president is really fukkin' GREED!
Pam: Yes, its so cliché including my answer. Its just about corporate economic agenda. Wherever there is a war, there are billions dollar projects for corporations. War is just about profit.
Sonia Randhawa: They have massive problems. What can I do about it? Very little. I can lend support by writing letters etc, but that's it. On the other hand, I have far more direct influence over the torture and abuse that happens here in our prisons, the war-mongering (look at our defence budget!) and passive support the Malaysian government has, say over Burma and in the Aceh conflict. Malaysians for peace, where? Anywhere as long as we can safely condemn others and not examine ourselves.
Lisa Oglesby: It is frustrating for me to have a leadership that behaves with such recklessness on the world stage. The current foreign policy has made us enemies of the world, and for a cause that constantly changes. We threw diplomacy to the wind and rushed in full force. The motives of President Bush's administration are hard to figure out. First they claimed we needed to invade because of the links to Al Queda then the weapons of mass destruction? and neither of those things were true. Currently, they talk about liberating the people of Iraq (which I don't believe was a concern for them). It is a messy, complicated situation that I fear will only get worse in the coming months. I do not believe that Bush's administration has a clear plan of how to handle the mess they have created... and that makes things scary for everyone.
Isma: when this shit are going to stop.. I just get tired... people dying and all they can think is power...
Alex: The US is a fuckin' superpower and its like everyone is afraid of them... Fuck, coz I've seen the footages of the fuckin' abuse and maltreatment of the US soldiers to Iraqui prisoners... the beatings, rape and all... all I can say the US government better take a look at this, they should not tolerate such or any acts of human rights violation...
Mack: I am following the insurgent efforts closely as they offer us both a fantastic case study in direct action, and an inspiring example of people willing to risk it all to fight imperialism. Other movements would do well to learn from their example and grow from their courage.
Matte: 100.000 civilian dead in Iraq, those numbers says it all, right? The war is a war for american imperialism, not for democracy or self defense. See my answer on question 4...
Erik: Fucked up situation! Good that someone finally took out Saddam. Bad that the White House helped him in there in the first place. Bad that the US kills civilians and keeps Iraq under ocupation. Bad that the american public don't realize that there weren't any weapons of massdestruction in Iraq. Good if the Kurds hopefully get a somewhat less bad situation than before.

Sheep Farming8. When speaking about moral, anyone will picture it as something has dealt with good and bad thing. So, how you picture 'moral' by yourself? Is moral actually is a set of mind built by society at large or individual themselves have setting about the level standard of the moral itself? Is it such a collective agreement had been made towards what moral actually is? So what happens to the individuality back then? What's up with the 'immoral' though?
Elang: i always look for somebody moral from his/her behavior. if he/she has a good moral, of course he/she has a good behavior...
Jeremy Othmer: He if you dont know your moral now in life, then you must be a bad person. The only moral you need to know is dont do to others, what you wouldn't done to you.
Dre: I make my own morality. I have my own moral standard. But sometimes moral is the only word that you can't trust.
Daniel: Oh man, you picked a band time to pass this question on, I'm halfway through a dreadfully complex collection of writings by Nietszche on 'morality', and as far as I can tell, it's pretty much fucked my brain on the entire concept. I don't believe there is any universal moral law, or immoral law, that is as much as I can say right now. Morality is a structure used by weak people to defend their power over other people is all I can say right now. I'm too influenced by the Neech, I'm afraid!
Aedie Azrul: speaking about moral? well 1st just be urself and trust in urself and 2nd is the ppl.. try to understand 1st rather then just "follow the Leader"
Man: The Morality Trap is the belief that you must obey a moral code created by someone else... Morality is a powerful word. Perhaps even more powerful is the word immoral. In an attempt to avoid being labelled immoral, many people allow themselves to be manipulated by others. (teks dari The Morality Trap, Harry Browne). Bagi aku, moral adalah satu tindakan yg memberikan kegembiraan dari akibat/kepentingan yang ada. Ada personal, universal dan absolute morality. Personal lebih kepada self-directed, tindakan peribadi, kepentingan dan akibat dari perbuatan/tindakan utk/pada diri sendiri, lebih kepada exploration journey/learn from your own experience. Tak perlukan arahan atau nasihat dari org lain. You are responsible for what happens to you (even if someone else offers to accept that responsibility), because you're the one who'll experience the consequences of your acts. Moral universal lebih kepada pengalaman dari org lain, pemberi nasihat/moralist bertujuan mengingatkan org lain melalui pengalamannya. its like a code of conduct that is presumed to bring happines to anyone who uses it. Ia membuatkan seseorang menjadi takut utk mencuba sesuatu kesan dari akibat yg bakal ditempuh. An absolute morality is a set of rules to which an individual is expected to surrender his own happines. Its comes from an authority outside of the individual, from someone or somewhere more important than the individual him/herself. It proposes that the individual should be "moral" regardless of the consequences to him/herself. In other words, doing what is "right" is more important than one's happines. Seperti dogma agama, rukunegara segala undang2 dari otoriti. There no way someone else can become your authority; ultimately the decision will be yours in choosing the morality you'll live by- even if you choose to site someone else (you've chosen) as the authority of your acts. However, it will be you deciding for yourself whether any of these consequences will result and whether any of them are important to you.
Zeezam: yes. moral is a set of mind built by society at large inherited by their ancients from mouth to mouth story or by book, especially history one lah. from my experience, anywhere i go, i always heard that people easily labeling other people as an immoral (bad) or with moral (good) by the way they dressed, talk or act. they dont know much about them but easily labeling them this and that. for me, moral is something start in mind. the way we think is moral and it will affect what we do then. but i dont think so moral got to do with how we look or wear. people who wear smart (read: with moral) sometimes can be/act immoral by the way of their thinking. for example; politicians and cops. so, its up to you to set your own moral...
Pam: I like to remember what Nietszche think about moral, that everyone have their own morality, but we don't have to force our own morality to others even we must have a will to power to stay alive in this world with no universal morality. That's where individuality lives, but to live with other who have their own morality we need more than a will to power called irony or perhaps let's say dialogue. This is one more question that I think I can't give a short answer; I need a full article to explain this.
Sonia Randhawa: Morality begins and ends when I start causing someone pain, or more specifically pain that they haven't asked for. That has to be regulated. Anything else is my own business, and keep your nose out. Society has no business regulating my sexuality, my health or my tendency to pick my nose. It does have the right and duty to regulate my tendency to pollute, to litter and to chop down trees. But the state is too busy examining who's holding hands with whom to worry about who's killing off our future.
Lisa Oglesby: Moral and immoral are constructs of the mind and our society. I do not believe that there is an actual right or wrong, but I do have things that I have decided are right or wrong based on my world view. many people get their morality from religion. That is outdated, and of no interest to me. I prefer to come up with my own answers. True, I tend to come up with a morality typical for a liberal westerner, but I cannot totally escape my cultural conditioning. The world would be an easy place if everyone agreed on morality, but it certainly would be a boring one as well.
Isma: I think moral is just the same as ethics. to me.. moral is about our ownselves. it is the way we choose our life.. our behavior.. the way we think.. like.. If the system claim it is wrong to smoke a dope. If you smoke a dope.. it is immoral/unethical for the system but to you it is okay or whatever.. we can set the moral standard.. but we cannot set one moral/ethical standard... immoral.. is depend on you actually.. if you think stealling is immoral.. it is immoral.. if you think it is okay.. it will be immoral to others but it is still okay/good to you.. the point is.. it is you who decide what is good or bad.. just like bush attacking iraq.. it is a good moral for him to attacking people. But it is immoral to me..
Alex: The way we think is influenced by so many things... but primarily by the way we were brought up in our home and the lifestyle we live despite the pressures of society that wants us to give in to shit... For me, morality is relative.. what appears morally right today may not anymore be the case tommorrow so we should all stick to waht we believe what is right and not take all the shiity values that other people think is right. Believe in yourself.. you have the power to change...
Mack: Morality is just as often used to justify atrocity as it is to defend righteousness. Who can say what is "moral"? I generally don't lose myself in such abstractions as "What is morality". The highest example of morality is the person who lays themself on the line, their freedom or their lives, to stop atrocity.
Matte: Hahaha, I am to hungover and tired to answer that question! Sorry...
Erik: Of course i don't really have a clue but ok. Don't know if i could explain this in english. Moral doesn't exist otherwise than as an expression for what we for the moment define as right and wrong. Moral is based on the material situation - not on ideas. Murder as an example. In our time killing of humans is prohibited by laws - 'cus it would mean a greater cost to let people kill each other than not to. In old cultures of the vikings (inhabitants of nordic countries) conflicts could be legally solved by killing one member - or several - of a rival family (or by gifts, cattle etc). It's said that this mostly was accepted as the law - even of the member of the family losing a member. These days these cultures often are spoken about as cultures of high moral. I think this high moral only were those peoples acceptence of the law and of the situation they were living in. Doing otherwise would only lead to problems of their own as few people survived on their own. Everyone had to rely on their family, tribe etc. Breaking the law didn't mean you'd go to prison but maybe that you had to leave your family and the only people that cared for you. Moral today is the same. We think killing people is wrong 'cus it would mean we get in trouble. Of course this is not something we choose conciounsly - we really believe it is wrong to kill.

9. Thanks!
Elang: Sorry my english is getting worst. (yogya_thrash@yahoo.com)
Jeremy Otmer: Thanks Zaki. Check out our site at: http://www.deadchretiens.com" title="http://www.deadchretiens.com" target="_blank"http://www.deadchretiens.com / spunkzine@yahoo.com
Dre: Thanx. (klompen_enterprise@yahoo.com)
Daniel: Thanks again. Cheers. (On Fire, PO BOX U69, Wollongong University, AUSTRALIA 2500. xonxfirex@hotmail.com)
Aedie Azrul: Small matter. (Aedie Azrul b. Ab. Aziz, No 12 Jln Tun Teja 7, Tmn Tun Teja 48000, Rawang Selangor, Malaysia)
Man: Thanks. (paswerd@hotmail.com)
Zeezam: Thanks. Any correspondences please contact me thru: forsaken_distro@go.com
Pam: Thanks. (political_hooligan@yahoo.com)
Sonia Randhawa: Thanks. IF you want more info, ask! (soniarandhawa@yahoo.com)
Lisa Oglesby: Thanks. Take care. (HeartattaCk, PO Box 848, Goleta, CA 93116 USA. heartattack@ebullition.com)
Isma: thanks for the question... (enduprecords@yahoo.com)
Alex: Thanks again guys... you don't know how grateful I am... UP THE PUNX!!! (Alexander G. Garingo, #7 Flores St., Brgy. Espeleta II, Bahayang PAg-ASa Subd., Imus, Cavite, 4103 Philippines. agaringo@yahoo.com)
Mack: Thank you! Anyone can get in touch for any reason at: Mack Evasion, 245-M Mt Herman Rd, PMB .124, Scotts Valley CA 95066, USA. (
evasion@crimethinc.com / www.xevasionx.com)
Matte: You´re welcome... (DÖDSCELL HQ: Mattias Johansson, Älvans Väg 246, 907 50 Umeå, Sweden. short_fuse_mag@hotmail.com /
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Erik: Thank you. Good luck with whatever this was for. Take care. (bingo@xbingox.com / www.xbingox.com).

 
CULT OF LUNA
02.27.05 (8:23 pm)   [edit]

Band Members


1. Hi Cult Of Luna. Can you please tell me about the brief history of Cult Of Luna? What's the meaning of it & who brought up with the name actually? Any line-up changing since it existed? Cult Of Luna now consisted?
We’ve been playing since late 1998, but it became really serious only about 2,5 years ago when we signed for Earache Records. Johannes came up with the name, we tried out some other "luna" names at first, but chose Cult of Luna. Basically there are 4 core members of the band that has been there from the beginning. Johannes, Klas, Erik and me (Magnus)…but we’re three more people now: Andreas, Thomas and Anders. This setup of people is very good, so we will stick to this lineup.

2. Living in Sweden quite cool with many bands like Nasum, Totalitar, Assel, Sayyadina, Asterisk, Filthy Christian, Diskonto, Arsedestroyer, Wolfbrigade, DS 13, Regurgitate, Disfear etc. So do you find it easier for you get a supportive crowd instead of if you living here in Malaysia? 
Sweden has a quite respectable array of rock-bands I guess…the networks for distributing music are few (since there are only 9 million people in Sweden) but good. The Swedish politicians has always been really supportive of musicians…Sorry to say I have no idea how the crowd in Malaysia is, I guess we will have to find out!

Cult Of Luna


3. You've signed a contract with Earache Records. Can you tell me how it has become that way? What do you think of The Locust who signed a contract with Epitaph Records? Tell me your opinion about Relapse Records anyway.
Earache approached us after we released our first album, and after a few months of negotiations we signed the deal…not much more to say really. We got two more records to do on Earache, so we will see what happens.

4. What's Cult Of Luna major influence? Your previous band (Eclipse) had different sound from what have Cult Of Luna been delivered, do you consider yourself as a "sludge" band?
Definitely not, and we’re not "Noise core" either as some people have been labelling us. I don’t like putting labels on band really, but I guess "heavy, emotional and atmospheric music" would do the trick. We’re influenced by all forms of artistic expression, books, movies, music…you name it.

5. Your sound can be described as being cathartic in its lyrical content and has a lot of ambience sound of preference which sometimes got a smiliarity with Neurosis. Is it only coincidence or something?
Yes.

6. Besides doing Cult Of Luna, what have you guys been up to in living this life?
I’m making my living as a music producer, recording bands all over the place…the other guys are either working day-time jobs or studying. So in other words: we don’t make a living off Cult of Luna…yet!

7. Whose responsible for the making of artworks & layouts of the most Cult Of Luna releases? Your favourite artists?
The artwork for "Salvation" is made by Erik (one of the guitarists)…we wanted something bright and stylish, and he did a great job! The previous album artwork are done by people outside of the band, but with full control from us of course.

8. What's "To Be Remembered", "Leave Me Here" & "The Watchtower" all about? Can you please explain it more?
Not sure I understand the question. Those three song you mention are the songs we put up as mp3’s on our website if I’m not mistaken…"The watchtower" and "Leave me here" have videos also, so I guess that’s why we put them up. Lyrics are available at www.cultofluna.com.

9. Are you considered yourself political? Is Cult Of Luna a political band? Your view on DIY activism?
Cult of Luna does not have a band agenda…but the individuals in the band are quite politically aware. And some of our lyrics also have a very strong political content, not in the preaching way though….its more about asking questions than providing answers. People should think for them selves!Beyond

10. Anything you know about Malaysia generally?
Yea I know about the twin towers in Kuala Lumpur, those are cool as fuck!!

11. How about political condition in your place when concerning to the cultural activities, daily life, the system, the people etc? Do you find it hard to live in Umeå? Have you been involved in street protest lately?
Umeå is a university town, so its by default a liberal and free thinking town with a very young population. There is a lot politically active groups here, everything from feminism to veganism. The culture here is good I think, there is quite a variety of arts, music, theatre etc….so I’m not complaining. It’s small though, so it has its limitations…


12. How much capitalist & multinational corporations have ruined your life? How much it has strengthened the value of your life instead? Are you financially ok?
???

13. What's your favourite food? Tell me some worth bands to check out from your hometown. Do you like reading books/zines? Tell me your favourite one. I do believe that you have your own favourite bands, mind to tell me?
I love Italian food!!! Some of the bands of listening to right now, is Trail of Dead, Wilco, the Soundtrack of Our Lives, etc etc etc…the new Interpol album is fucking awesome btw!

14. Do Cult Of Luna consume drugs? Beers? Are you guys vegetarian/vegan?
Drugs: No Beers: YES Vegetarian/Vegan: Yes

15. After years get involved in this phenomenon called 'scene', what you've got through this? What you've expected to gain in the first place when you've decided to entered in before? What made you interested to get involved? What's the condition that you hope for to be adapted and to practiced logically/practically in this scene?
???. We just play music man!=)

16. Tell me your opinions about the condition of mother earth nowadays. As it slowly down to rot, what's the thing come to your mind that you think deserved to be heard by all those evil-richness-scumbag that keep continuously sucking those mineral greedily out from the soil?
Kill ‘em all!

17. What's your opinion on marriage and on having children? Did you find it necessary as a bond for a couple to keep on living together? Or is it such a state of mind (or psychology) in proving that they are already shared their life?
Haha, that’s a private question that has very little to do with Cult of Luna. I’ll tell you my views over a beer in a bar sometime!

18. Mind to tell me about your future plan? Future releases?
Well, we are gonna tour a lot during the 1st half of 2005 hopefully! In February we’re doing a European tour that will last for 5 weeks. After that we’re playing a cool indoor festival here called Umeå Open….AND after that we’re going to the US. So we will have a lot to do in the future, maybe we will come play in Malaysia one day, that would be cool.

19. Thanks for the attempt to answer this interview & please state your latest address to be contact. Anything left to say or something to add? We end this interview here. Thank you. Good luck!
Cheers!

Cult Of Luna2

Magnus - Cult of Luna :: http://www.cultofluna.com :: cultofluna@hotmail.com ::

 
DISCORDANCE AXIS
02.27.05 (7:12 pm)   [edit]

DxAx1. Hi Jon Chang! How are you these days? What are you doing now since Discordance Axis had broke up? Any history about the tragic missing of Discordance Axis?
Well these days I work for an animation company. I write, storyboard, and direct 3d animated films. I also model and design levels for video games. Presently I have 3 major projects in the works. The only one I am discussing at this time is Scratch Trigger Era. STE is an all out action/comedy "anime" that's...unusual. It has a lot of action...almsot like a kung fu movie but with giant robots and guns haha The series also has some dramatic elements and a deep story...If I had to make a comparison to existing stuff, I'd say FLCL meets Otaku No Video meets The Good the Bad and The Ugly meets Hardboiled. My company Studio Grey is currently producing this series in conjunction with an animation company called face2face animation... You can check out the trailer at: http://www.f2f-inc.com/downloads/STE_small.mpg" title="http://www.f2f-inc.com/downloads/STE_small.mpg" target="_blank"http://www.f2f-inc.com/downlo.... Of the other projects, one is a live action series and the other a video game. Neither title is announced yet. Muscially, I do a thrash metal band with the guitar player of Mortalized, that specializes in old style Japanese metal sped up to modern day thrash speeds. I also sing for War Chalking, which is a band with Dave Witte (former D.A.), Steve Procopio (former D.A. tour member and Human Remains) and Ted Patterson (former Human Remains). War Chalking is more grind style music but it's very different than the stuff we did in D.A. I'm not sure how D.A. fans will like it. The first War Chalking track will be available on an upcoming D.A. CD titled "One More Final", which has covers of D.A. songs by several bands as well as some remixes and rare D.A. tracks (like our unreleased "Sega Bass Fishing" cover).

2. How old are you now? I do believe that you have your own daily job.. how you separate your time between job and scene activities?
Well I never was involved in the scene or any social activities. I'm a work-a-holic. When I'm not at work I work on my own stuff. That includes research, writing, drawing, etc. Presently I am 30 years old.

3. You're doing some artworks yourself right? Also some of Discordance Axis releases being decorated with your art, what makes you come up with the ideas to make those artworks?
Well everything has unique inspiration. I can't really cite a specific influence. Sorry ^_^

4. I do concern with the simplisitic yet futuristic sounds and the complexity yet jazzy musical structures delivered by Discordance Axis... and the lyrics had been written is way too deep for me... sometimes the words play with some metaphor that made it just like a work of poem. How long does it take to make songs like that? How much time consume Discordance Axis to finish a complete set of LP/CD etc?
Well TID took quite a while. 2 years to write it and about 2 years of writing before I even heard the music...A lot of the DA lyrics were written before the songs and then I would go back and adjust lyrics to what Dave and Rob wrote. With War Chalking the music took Steve 2 years and me about 1 year to write the 1 song. With the new thrash band I just got the first track and I've been working on it about a week? It's tough because I want everything to be in Japanese like Sex Machineguns, Loudness or Mephistophles ^_^

5. Where does Dave Witte now? Do you still keep in touch with him? Or is there have any band with him been built since Discordance Axis has disbanded? War Chalking? Tell me how it sounds look a like.
Well Dave moved away so I rarely see/talk to him. He does Burnt By The Sun now full-time. War Chalking is a project for him. Me and Steve are much to slow to make that a full-time band haha. As for War Chalking, I can't really explain it. I'll post a sample when we get the song recorded ^_^

6. I'm still wondering, what's Jouhou actually? Pikadourei.. what's that? Sometimes Pikadourei reminds me to the noise act from Japan, Nikudorei. Any connection with the person behind Nikudorei itself?
Jouhou means information. I saw it at the end of a Japanese news cast and liked how it sounded. Pikadourei means Slave of Bright/Joy. I made the name up when I did a collaboration show with Nikudourei once. I also love Pikachu and I am his servant ^O^

7. 'The Inalienable Dreamless' LP/CD still remains one of the best of many grindcore releases throughout history for me. Is that the final release of Discordance Axis? Do you still working with Hydrahead?
D.A. isn't planning on writing another LP. Both War Chalking and the new thrash band I'm doing will be released on Hydrahead.
Corrupted : DxAx : 324
8. Concerning to the 3 way split with Corrupted and 324 released by HG Fact.. i feel the out put of it was pale as i assumed that wasn't the best of Discordance Axis as there only 2 songs being delivered. Need your comment and explanation here.
We originally planned to record 2 more songs, but Rob's health was so bad he couldn't play more than 1. Actually though I really like Ikaruga and Berserk. I think Ikaruga is our best song overall ^_^

9. Are you considered yourself political? Did Discordance Axis a political band? How about your new band? Is it still walking through the exact same line like the way Discordance Axis had been conducted?
D.A. went through a lot of changes. Some of the subjects early on were very political but as time went on I wrote things that were more personal to myself. I feel my older lyrics are very poor in general because they are very superficial and really not very risk or open, like good art should be. The new bands are totally different than D.A. I don't want to keep doing the same stuff again and again.

10. How about political condition in your place when concerning to the cultural activites, daily life, the system, the people etc. Are you financially stable? Do you find it hard to keep on living in the New Jersey? Have you been involved in street protest lately?
Well life is a lot of waves. Sometimes good and sometimes bad. Now I'm very happy and doing well. I haven't been to a street protest in a long time...I was at a gathering about 3 days after 9/11 in Jersey City. There was a candle light vigil to remember the dead. Actually I didn't even know it was happening. At the time I had no job and was volunteering to help organize/load supplies for the emergency workers in NYC. I got back from a run into Manhattan and the entire waterline was filled with people holding candles.

Discordance Axis' last show, CBGB, NYC11. What is favourite food? Tell me some worth bands to check out from your hometown. Do you like reading books/zines? Tell me your favourite one. I do believe that you have your own favourite list of bands, mind to tell me?
Hmmm fav food these days is vegetarian duck panag ^_^. I read lot of books and magazines but I don't have a favorite really. Time is pretty good overall though. I don't really like too many bands. Mostly I listen to Slayer, Sex Machineguns, Mephistophles, Melt Banana, Mortalized and World. I like a lot of film and video game soundtracks too.


12. Do you consume drugs? Beers? Are you vegetarian/vegan?

No, no and vegetarian ^_^

13. Tell me your opinions about the condition of mother earth nowadays. As it slowly down to rot, what's thing come to your mind that you think deserved to be heard by all those evil-richness-scumbag that keep continuously sucking those mineral greedily out from the soil?
We live in a technologically advanced time and even if solar or HE-3 or hydrogren could be harnessed for reusable clean fuel source, it would still take decades to switch everyone over. It's a very tough problem with no easy solution. Clearly pollution needs to be addressed as aggressively as possible and money needs to be channeled into clean energy research. But that's always the problem, right? Money. In the US there are a lot of initiatives for clean energy transportation and we've seen maybe 2-3% of the market switch over. This trend will increase as gas prices rise. Once again, money driving things...I think it's the nature of the world unfortuantely. People are ultimatley very selfish and have a tendency to see only their surroundings. Even if they can see beyond their horizon, what will they have to sacrifice to try and make life easier for others? Why should they? What ties people together? Ask yourself, would you die for a stranger? Would you give up a measure of your comfort for someone else you've never even met? For most people, the answer is no. I think over population drives the demand for these resources. Some people are saavy enough to take advantage of this. Life is full of taking advantage of other people. I often wonder what even defines good and bad? Is it religion? Or state? Or ??? Our personalities are all developed by exposure to others... This is an impossible question to answer really.

14. Your future plan? Any plan about making a 'come back' for Discordance Axis soon?
Continue to work and develop my different projects... I don't think we'll ever do D.A. again.

15. After years you get involved in this phenomenon called 'scene', what you've got through this? What you've expected to gain in the first place when you've decided to entered in before? What made you interested to get involved? What's the condition that you hope for to be adapted and to be practiced logically/practically in this grindcore scene?
Hmmm I really have no idea about scenes or cliques. I am not a very social person. I don't like being around other people very much. Not to mention, in our area no one liked our style of music so I really didn't talk to or associate with anyone in to this music except for letters and later on e-mail.

16. Which shows you played enjoying a lot all these while? Discordance Axis had played at the Slap A Ham's Fiesta Grande festival. Did you find it something like 'very special' show to be played with as there are many 'extreme sounds' that have similar characteristic gathered and people from almost everywhere will come and see?
Well the shows I really enjoyed playing were mostly in Japan. It was also the only place that we played that I felt the bands were on the same area as us. Bands played nothing but fast and had all their emotion in the music. America, by contrast, was mostly bands playing short spurts of fast stuff and then a lot of mosh parts in between. When we played in Japan I got to see bands that were really into the same style as us...Gore Beyond Necropsy, Senseless Apocalypse, SOB, 324, Melt Banana, Multiplex, Ruins, Mortalized, and many others. It was also very exciting to play with these bands because after seeing them we wanted to play harder and faster because their energy inspired us. I personally didn't really care about playing the Fiesta Grande to be honest. Rob and Dave were the ones who wanted to do itNeon Genesis Evangelion and oddly Rob quit the band before we went haha. Actually at that time I was so pissed off in general I didn't really want to do anything haha. I have to say that my performances in Japan in 97 were very good mostly because I hated doing the band at that point and I was so angry at everything all the time. But there was a turning point, when I saw "Evangelion:Death Evangelion:Rebirth" at a theater in Osaka my entire perspective about music/art changed. In many ways that work saved my life. I owe Hideaki Anno and the people at Gainax a lot for that.

17. What's your opinion on marriage and on having children? Did you find it necessary as a bond for a couple to keep on living together? Or is it such a state of mind (or psychology) in proving that they are already shared their life?
Hmmm well I don't really have an opinion. If people want to get married, have kids and take care of them, that's great for them. Unfortunately a lot of people take on this responsibility to lightly I think. I'm not ready or very interested in either marriage or children. Maybe I havn't found the right lady yet ^_-

18. As being an 'American', how you feel about the recent issue of US government getting involved on attacking the Iraq in the first place?
Well Saddam Hussein was clearly not an ideal "leader" of the Iraqi people from the position of many people living in Iraq or the USA. Should the US have gone to war to depose him? I think so. Unfortunately I think we should've dealt with this as far back as the first President Bush. His power base is largely a result of US backing and we had a responsibility to try and repair the damage we did to that country by backing him in the first place. In today's day and age, I do believe that the US still should've gotten rid of Hussein but I also think we have let our responsibilities in Afghanistan slide as a result of our presence in Iraq. Afghanistan is a nation in dire need of help. I do think Bush Jr. has tried to vastly simplify the issue of "terrorism" and the new war between the lines, a matter that is so incredibly complex I have no ideas in how to approach a resolution, and his solutions are not working very well. I didn't vote for him in 2000 and I will not vote for him in 2004 as I do believe he is the wrong man to be leading America. These recent explosions of violence in Iraq point to a lot of different things. Up to this point a lot of the anti-US violence has been carried out by insurgents exported from other Muslim nations. This is very similar to what happened in Afghanistan during the 1980s. Theocratic Muslim nations such as Syria, Saudi Arabia, Iran, etc. emptied out their jails and sent some of their worst elements off to jihad. (The French did something similar in Vietnam when they exported former Nazi/SS troops to Vietnam where they brutalized the countryside.) I have recently devoted a great deal of study to this matter, trying to elarn as much about the history of Iraq, Iran and Afghanistan as possible as well as trying to understand the origins and motivations of the players invovled. Wars based on money, religions and blood lines shame the human race as a whole, yet we continue to indulge in these affairs time and time again. I wish I could believe there was another way other than bloodshed, but it seems like there isn't. So much fall out from the cold war still continues to consume human lives with every passing day. But there is noerasing the past. We must figure out a way to deal with these probelms we face today before we descend into another cold war, if we have not already found oruselves there.

The Inalienable Dreamless (17 Tracks) on Hydrahead (2000)19. What's your opinion to plastic images of models in some fashion magazines that being appeared gloriously to promoting those wasted crap product towards readers/spectators, which is after many years human condition (especially in this globalization era!) being measured by those media that they're not cool enough, not beautiful, not fit enough, not included in 'selected circles', not this, not that etc... so that they (human) will keep consume those product in order to get those cool, beautiful, fit etc just like the images of those 'appealed models' that they've exhibited? Not just the 'normal' people being hypnotized, as we can see randomly there are also have numbers of people in the scene which care too much about what they've to wear, to act etc for their outlook rather than care about the way of their thought which sometimes leads to hc/punk is more likely a fashion show that have a dress code to be followed which I can see is all pathetic. Need your views here.
Well we are all measured every moment of our lives by every person we meet. In turn we do the same to others. It's unavoidable. We measure each other in different terms. Everyone's personality/fashion/style always comes from someone else, there is always a past influnece of someone who you measure yourself by.

20. Ok, Jon Chang.. i think that's enough for me to ask you. Anything left to say or something to add? Mind to asking me one question about something you'd like to know? Please state your latest address to be contact please. Thanks for the attempt to answer this interview and allow me to made this set of questions for you. Your participation is highly appreciated. Keep on grinding! Thank you.
Well my creative group, Studio Grey, is working on a lot of new projects we hope people will be interested in. We'll release information when we can (aka when something is good enough to be shown publically). I don't give out my mailing address anymore. People can contact me via the web. That's easiest ^_^. Good luck to you.

"dead bodies buried in the snowy tundra policed by black shelled mechsoldiers"

Jon Chang - Discordance Axis / Studio Grey :: http://www.studio-grey.com :: ender@studio-grey.com :: 

P/s: Some infos about DxAx http://www.metal-archives.com/band.php?id=2803" title="http://www.metal-archives.com/band.php?id=2803" target="_blank"http://www.metal-archives.com...

 
JAP PUNK?!
01.10.05 (6:41 pm)   [edit]

    J-PUNK: LAWAN BUDAYA? 
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;  Jap Records    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;
Punk menggegar dunia pada tahun 1970-an dengan kemunculan ikon² punk seperti "Sex Pistols", "Clash", "Crass" & "Ramones". Jepun juga tidak terkecuali dengan tempias ini & gelaran "J-Punk" telah diberi kepada golongan remaja² punk di Jepun.

DEFINISI
J-Punk/JP adalah singkatan kepada frasa "Japanese Punk" ataupun "Punk Orang Jepun". Golongan JP selalunya berpakaian pelik daripada kebiasaan dengan mengambil unsur² punk barat seperti di UK & USA. Fesyen rambut dan aksesori yang menghiasi mereka juga begitu unik serta sering dianggap bertentangan dengan tatacara budaya seharian. Ciri² utama: Rambut yang terpacak (mohawk/spiky), memakai jaket kulit yang berpaku (studded), kasut but, seluar kulit/jeans ketat, kain bondage*, kemeja-t kumpulan punk kegemaran serta aksesori² tambahan seperti rantai leher & gelang tangan.
*pakaian tradisional masyarakat Scotland, UK

KRONOLOGI
"Punk Rock" adalah genre muzik tema bagi pengikut² Punk seluruh dunia & ia mula bertapak di Jepun seawal tahun 1980-an. Genre muzik JP juga di gelar sebagai "Japcore" (Japanese Punk/Hardcore) & ia merupakan identiti yang amat dikenali oleh golongan² Punk sedunia. Antara kumpulan² JP terawal yang wujud pada tahun 1980-an adalah "The Stalin", "Gauze", "Gism", "Confuse", "Lip Cream", "The Swankys" & "Kuro". Ini diikuti oleh kumpulan² yang wujud di antara tahun 1990-an hingga kini seperti "Battle Of Disarm", "Unholy Grave", "Slight Slappers", "DxIxE", "Warhead" & "Nikudorei".

PENGARUH

JP rata² banyak dipengaruhi oleh kumpulan² punk dari UK serta USA antara tahun 1970 hingga 1980-an seperti "Crass", "Conflict", "Discharge", "Doom", "Heresy", "Minor Threat" & "DRI". Namun, kumpulan² antarabangsa seperti "Lärm" (Holland), "Mob 47" (Sweden), "Rattus" (Finland) & "Negazione" (Itali) sedikit sebanyak menyumbang kepada budaya Punk yang menular di kalangan remaja Jepun sehinga kini.

PRINSIP

Mereka mengamalkan prinsip "DIY" yang juga menjadi amalan aktivis² punk seluruh dunia. DIY adalah singkatan frasa "Do It Yourself" ataupun "Buat Sendiri"; berdikari tanpa mengharap pertolongan pihak lain secara langsung di dalam menjalankan aktiviti² yang berkaitan. Mereka menghasilkan rakaman lagu & mengadakan gig* dengan kerjasama sesama sendiri melalui prinsip DIY ini. Mereka percaya bahawa hasil titik peluh mereka akan dikaut sewenang-wenangnya melalui campurtangan pihak ketiga (orang tengah/kaum pemodal)!
*persembahan kecil

AGENDA
Antara agenda² yang sering mereka ketengahkan adalah perihal alam sekitar & kemanusiaan. Mereka berbicara tentang hak asasi manusia, anti peperangan, anti terhadap ujikaji haiwan, keharmonian & benci terhadap diskriminasi (perkauman) serta penindasan (fasisme).

Berikut adalah pendapat Ryuji Asada (seorang JP & vokalis kumpulan Battle Of Disarm/BOD) mengenai JP. Mereka telah mengadakan persembahan di Malaysia pada Mac 2004 lalu & masih aktif sehingga kini!
"Kami ingin menyampaikan idea² mengenai hak asasi manusia, anti ujikaji terhadap haiwan serta anti peperangan. JP bagi saya ialah; "anda seharusnya jujur di dalam segala hal & melakukan apa yang diperkatakan". Gaya tidak menentukan anda sebagai JP yang sebenar! Masyarakat Jepun masakini tidak prihatin akan hak² asasi serta perihal permasalahan sosial. Mereka lebih gemar perkara yang berkaitan dengan wang & tidak peduli kepada mereka yang lebih memerlukannya".

Mereka digelar pemberontak, melawan arus & tentangan budaya, namun melalui kupasan ini jelas menunjukkan JP bukan hanya bersifat hedonistik semata-mata. Di samping minat mendalam terhadap muzik & berfesyen, ia juga menyumbang kepada ciri² prihatin yang serius terhadap masalah sosial yang melanda Jepun ketika ini. Banzai!!!

Laman web rujukan: http://www.japuscore.com | http://www.jap-punk.com


A punk band performing on the street!

 
Apa ada pada 15 Januari?
01.10.05 (6:00 pm)   [edit]

Behind The Moon...


BEHIND THE MOON, THERE'S A ... gig
+ Launching PRACTICE SUBVERSIVE #13 [January 2005]  

EyeSore [Singapore Grindcore]
Quest Of Quasar [KL Screamo Violence/Crustcore]
Revenge of The Killer Germs [Kelantan Punk Rock with FNBKL Volunteer]
LastxMinute [Old Skool with female on vox]
Nuisance Drilled [Pioneer Malaysian Sludge from Klang]
Suicide Me Not [Indera Mahkota Flash (Clark Kent) Ultra Core]
Young And Dangerous [UDA Fastcore YouthScrewed Up] 

+ Opening act by: Missing Chapter [Kelantan Indie Rock/Pop]  

Date: 15th January 2005
Time: 1 pm onward!!! [PLEASE COME EARLY!] 
Place: Criiz Club Bukit Bintang KL
+ In front of 7 Eleven Headquarters at Jalan Sultan Ismail
+ From KL Metro Bus To Bukit Bintang
Ticket: RM13
Contact: Muhamad - 0166956272
Email: a_roswellboy@yahoo.com
Web: http://musik.hancur.org" title="http://musik.hancur.org" target="_blank"http://musik.hancur.org 

"We're helping to gather donations and goods for the Tsunami Victims. Kind hearted gig goers, you could help out by filling the donation boxes at the show! All the donations hopefully would reach the victims in Penang and Aceh. For the time being I'm thinking of some NGO's or do you guys know any reliable alternatives? Anyway, I do have reliable friends in Bandung who works for the Toko Buku Kecil (Tobucil), which also the Posko Peduli Aceh (a place to gather donations for the tsunami victims) for the time being. So if everyone not keen with the local NGO's or govt bodies, I can wire them directly. But what about Penangites? Any suggestions? And yeah, if you need more information on Toko Buku Kecil, Bandung and their Posko Peduli Aceh, please check out their website at http://www.commonroom.info" title="http://www.commonroom.info" target="_blank"http://www.commonroom.info. Anyone feel free to tell me what do you guys think about this, ok?" - Kid on behalf of Quest of Quasar.

More info about this gig: http://kerbau.com/joeblog/comments.php?id=223_0_1_0_M12" title="http://kerbau.com/joeblog/comments.php?id=223_0_1_0_M12" target="_blank"http://kerbau.com/joeblog/com...

 
Stim?
01.10.05 (4:27 pm)   [edit]

Hahaha... semalam aku berjaya melelehkan air liur rakan² se-department aku! HAHAHA! Seronok gak bila dapat tunjuk vcd anime "Monster" kat diorang. bukan nak menunjuk atau apa... saja nak menyakat. yer la. macam awek seksi, pakai seksi² belah sana-sini, dedah sana-sini... tapi pegang tak dapat, tak boleh... haha... tak bengang ke camtu? Wahaha... aku pepagi tadi dah dihidangkan dengan goyangan pinggul tah amoi mana tah... giler seksi... dia nak pi kerja ke... nak pi kelab malam? tapi nampak gayNaoki Urasawa + Monsteranya cam nak pegi kerja... lagi pun masih awal pagi... ahhhh... lantakkan ler... apa-apahal dia yang tanggung... dah dia suka camtu... aku nak buat apa lagi? hehe... eh? lari topik plak... anime Monster ni memang syok dok ada... tragis pun tragis... dramatik? jangan cerita la... dari mula sampai abes, dramatik sungguh. nak nangis pun ada. anime ni mengisahkan sorang doktor yang terpaksa berhadapan dengan konspirasi jahat tau nak ambik untung oleh presiden hospital tempat dia kerja. lebih haru lagi, presiden tu bapak mertua dia... nak tak nak kena akur la jugak sebab nak jaga hati pak mertua la katakan... lagi membengangkan aku, tunang dia ni agak cam haram sikit perangai. pentingkan kedudukan, pangkat & darjat. Harta benda & wang ringgit tu dah biasa jadik mainan la. mungkin tunang doktor ni dah dididik dengan kehidupan camtu sejak kecik lagi. satu lagikan, tunang dia ni ada sinister eye... yer la mata cam evil² tu... sinis je... tajam mendalam maksud renungannya. ada satu babak time tunang dia ni mencampakkan cincin pertunangan diorang time mamat doktor ni dalam kesulitan... selfish sungguh! cilake betul. eh... terlebih emosi plak. sorry. aku bukan apa... baik korang tengok anime ni... memang menyayat hati. kang kalau aku cerita lelebih kang, korang bengang plak! spoiler la, itu la. potong stim la. hehe... tapi, kenapa tajuk dia Monster? haaa... monster terjadik apabila doktor yang malang ni telah meluahkan perasaan marah yang terpendam dalam diri dia pada pesakitnya yang dalam keadaan koma... eh? spoiler lagi! hahaha... baik korang tengok je la. aku ni kalau bercerita maunya nak beritahu semua. sorry lah ye? baik korang pi beli. tak rugi woii... ok la eh? kerja banyak ni. kang boss aku bising plak. banyak lagi tak siap ni. bye bye. caloz. adios amigos!~ Oraleee!~~~

 
Super Kanina Man?!
01.09.05 (11:43 pm)   [edit]

Arghhkkk!!!


Panjang gak aku taip kan? haha... lama tak membebel dalam blog. Ni lah jadiknye. Gian tak memasal. Huhu... cam pretentious pun ada gak! Arsehole betul lahhh... hehe...

 
Kanina!
01.09.05 (11:28 pm)   [edit]
Wah lau... semalam aku just lepak umah. Kipas tarak... huih... panas weh. dah 2 hari camtu. better get my new kipas then. tapi, sebab takde kipas & kepanasan ni lah yg membuatkan aku bangun awal skang ni. bagus gak. telinga aku semakin alert dengan bunyik persekitaran. hehe... mau taknya. kalau dulu, telinga aku sebal dengan bunyik kipas berdengung-dengung. skang tak lagi... hehe... sampaikan bunyik burung berkicaun atas pokok seawal 6:00am pun aku bleh terbangun... baik punya penangan. Tengkiu burung² di dedaunan. Ada hikmah di sebalik ketiadaan kipas angin tu aku rasa, selama ni bila aku renung & dengar... rasa macam tak tenteram... semacam ade secarik memori kat kipas tu... seKipas itu indah...memangnya ada... cuma aku je yang menafikannya. Banyak lagi benda yang dah takde kat depan mata aku... kalau difikirkan memang la banyak memberikan angin perubahan baru dalam hidup aku... dulu benda² tu selalu menemani aku tatkala aku balik dari kerja atau kesengalan sorang² dalam bilik sementara tunggu keesokan pagi untuk pergi kerja... ntah ler... sedih pun ada... gembira pun ada... yang pastinya perkara tu tak patut berlaku... tapi tuh la, mende kalau pendam lama², berdarah bernanah teruk gak nanti... lagi besar impak di kemudian hari... jadik kat sini... aku dah kehilangan & dapat banyak benda di sebalik keputusan yang aku buat... bila aku tanya balik kat diri aku... hmmm... jawapannya ialah... lipatan sejarah yang aku lalui tu memang perit... kalau nak diibaratkan sebuah objek... hmm... bayangkan sekeping daging yang busuk tapi still kena carik² dengan sebilah belati tajam... tragik?! Tak... belum tragik... banyak lagi sebenarnya yg aku dok simpan dalam². kalau citer lebih kang, orang kata aku mat kuntum... mat emosi... mat kenangan etc... tapi gitu la... kalau nak dilukiskan secara abstrak... karya Jackson Pollock pun tak se-chaotic hati kacau bilau aku ni... esok lusa kalau aku dah dapat kekuatan nak lukis balik, aku lukiskan camana jiwa raga aku skang ni... so, korang semua leh tengok camane jiwa aku skang ni... ia takkan berubah... tetap begitu... carikkan yang takkan pernah dapat aku padamkan... luka yang takkan pernah sembuh... bukan itu yang aku nak... tapi benda dah jadi... bukan aku yang buat... tapi orang lain... duh... enough said... aku nak sambung kerja! Chow sekali lagi!!!~
 
Hotak kau!
01.09.05 (11:06 pm)   [edit]

Ultraman Zearthaku hari ni takde buat apa sangat. cuma otak berserabut. banyak benda nak kena fikir... itu la. ini la. fucker betul la... otak aku ni dah crammed ngan bermacam mende... "shit" "kimak" "sial la" "net lembab... kimak". haha... kekawan aku dok menyumpah... "bodoh punya tutt"... kurang ajar gak mulut kekawan satu opis aku ni... haha... aku pun apa kurangnya. alamak... salhan aka Kunin ade mintak aku sketch utk articles dia... sorry la kunin, otak wa serabut... idea ilek la... alamak!!! si cibai kia pun mintak wa lukis utk upcoming releases band² bawah label dia... hampagas betul... satu mende pun tak start! sorry la brader... otak wa crammed la sejak dua menjak ni... tak berfungsi dengan betul... kerja banyak tak jalan... macam² nak kena deal... blog aku ni dah lama tak bertulis... hmmm... zine aku "A Dream? #3" ni pun x buat mende lagi... apa laa nak jadi ngan aku ni?! Jadik ultraman Zearth?! Boley? Baltan?! Tak boleh?! Ok caloz!!! Malam ini mau jamming!!! Yehaaa!!! Chowz!~

 
Eerie?
08.24.04 (12:30 am)   [edit]

pushead - birdcatcher

 
Sabbath?
08.23.04 (11:44 pm)   [edit]

Stoner?


War Pigs (Black Sabbath)
Generals gathered in their masses
Just like witches at black masses
Evil minds that plot destruction
Sorcerers of death’s construction
In the fields the bodies burning
As the war machine keeps turning
Death and hatred to mankind
Poisoning their brainwashed minds, oh lord yeah!

Politicians hide themselves away
They only started the war
Why should they go out to fight?
They leave that role to the poor

Time will tell on their power minds
Making war just for fun
Treating people just like pawns in chess
Wait ’till their judgement day comes, yeah!

Now in darkness, world stops turning
As the war machine keeps burning
No more war pigs of the power
Hand of God has sturck the hour
Day of judgement, God is calling
On their knees, the war pigs crawling
Begging mercy for their sins
Satan, laughing, spreads his wings
All right now!

 
ooo... yeah!
08.23.04 (9:47 pm)   [edit]

Fuck You?


Fuck Off?!

 
Cream Abdul Babar: The Interview
08.04.04 (11:05 pm)   [edit]


1. Hi! Introduce yourself about anything please.
This is Dan, I play guitar.

2. Any line-up changing since it existed? Cream Abdul Babar now consisted?
Yeah, at first we had 2 guitarists, me and Tradd, then Tradd moved over to electronics. This was the same time we added Derek to play Keyboards.  Now we added another Guitarist, his name is Will.  So now we have 8 members! They are:
Dan - Guitar
Will - Guitar
Derek - Keyboards
Tradd - Electronics
David - Bass
Jason - Drums
Ian - Singer
Mike - Trombone

3. What does the ‘Cream Abdul Babar’ means? Kareem Abdul Jabar?
It's a play-on-words between Kareem Abdul Jabar and Babar the Elephant! It's pretty much 50-50 to the people we meet who either hate the name or love it.

4. How old are you guys now? I do believe that you guys have your own daily job... how you separate your time between job and scene activities?
I am the youngest member and I am 29!  The oldest is Derek who is 33. We have been playing in Cream Abdul Babar for 10 years, so it has been a long
time! We pretty much go on tour anytime we have vacation time from work.

5. Whose the one responsible for the making of artworks and the layouts of the most Cream Abdul Babar releases? Your favourite artists?
Tradd, who does electronics carries all the responsibilities of the artwork... he is really good at it so we let him handle everything.

6. I do concern with the chaotic sounds and creative musical structures delivered by Cream Abdul Babar... and the lyrics had been written sarcastically... sometimes the words play with some metaphor that made it just like a work of cynical poem for me... how long does it take to make songs like that? How much time consumes Cream Abdul Babar to finish a complete set of LP/CD etc? How you describe your sound?
yed, almost everything we write is somewhat sarcastic.  There are too many bands that are too serious with their lyrics.  I think that is Great,
but for Cream Abdul Babar, it needs to be fun.  We put the name of the band on a flier and people think it is pop-punk or ska, but then when they see us play for the first time it is very heavy and confusing, so that is cool.
It actually takes us a long time to write songs and to write an album. We
have many, but with 8 people in the band, it is hard for everyone to be happy with everything so it takes a long time. I like to describe our sound as Experimental  Hardcore, somewhere between KARP and THE FAINT.

7. Teen Cthulhu is awesome… When the ideas to make a split CD ep with them came up? On talking about Mira, they definitely differ from the sounds Cream Abdul Babar have made… how the ideas to make a split 7” came up?
We both had arcticles in Metal Maniacs magazine, and each band thought
the other band was super funny, so I emailed Teen Cthulhu and asked them if they wanted to do a split.  They said yes, and then I emailed Hyperrealist Records, and asked if they would put the record out and they said yes. So that's that!!

8. Complete these sentences: He’s eating pizza while I’m shitting in my pants happily without him knowing what’s really happens…
...I sit down on the floor and feel the ooze.

9. Why trombone? Why not saxophone? 
Mike knows how to play trombone, so we added him. We didn't care what he played, only that he played something!

10. Hyperrealist or At A Loss Recordings?
Hyperrealist is the easiest label to work with. Anything we want to do, they will do. They are great and are very interested in making sure the record sounds good and looks good.  They are very much into artwork. At A Loss is great too, and the bands they have are all awesome!

11. I'm still wondering, what's ‘E is for Intelligent’ actually all about? Is it about ecstasy? ‘Tijuana Donkey Ride’? Tell me more about it.
"E Is for Intelligent" is about exploring your fantasies, whether sober or on drugs.  It's a freedom song. Everyone is entitled do what makes them happy. If you want to do drugs, do them. If you don't want to, then don't. But don't tell people what to do. "Tijuana Donkey Ride"  has strange meanings, they are not obvious. I tell you it is about a night riding around in a Trans-Am with the top-off and everyone is naked.

12. Concerning to the split CD with Kylesa, I’ve attracted with the abstract of front cover layout… what’s the intention to spread within that image? The newly Cream Abdul Babar/Teen Cthulhu split CD ep artwork is the weirdest though… tell me more please.
The feeling that I personally get from the Kylesa split is that it is a
"meeting of the minds", but I am not sure what the author meant. That was painted by Laura from Kylesa. The cover for the Teen C split is art from Max Ernst, he was this german abstract artist. I think the cover is great!

13. Are you considered yourself political? Is Cream Abdul Babar a political band? Your view on DIY activism?
Here is what Cream Abdul Babar thinks:  GEORGE W BUSH is an asshole.

14. Anything you know about Malaysia generally?
I know I get spam email from there!!  :)

15. As being an ‘american’, how you feel about the recent issue of US government getting involved on attacking the Iraq in the first place?
It sucks. I hate Bush and I think going into other countries to help "control" them is totally wrong.

16. How about political condition in your place when concerning to the cultural activities, daily life, the system, the people etc. Do you find it hard to keep on living in the Florida? Have you been involved in street protest lately?
We protest when they try to ban gay marriage, and when they try and stop the vote counts. Florida is very nice to look at, but Bush's brother is the governor, so it is kind of fucked. But it is strange because in the USA most people do not know that their country or state is fucked.  They think it is great. BUt the people who know, try and spread the news.

17. How much capitalist and multinational corporations have ruined your life? How much it has strengthened the value of your life instead? Are you financially ok?
I am lucky and capitalist and multinational corporations haven't ruined my life. But I do tell you that if you look around here, there is so much shit that sucks, and most people don't even realize how fucked it is. People get things taken away from them and they say "oh well"..they don't challenge and try get to their freedoms back.

18. What is your favourite food? Tell me some worth bands to check out from your hometown. Do you like reading books/zines? Tell me your favourite one. I do believe that you have your own favourite list of bands, mind to tell me?
I love all food.  I love sushi and I love pizza.  I love it all. Some bands I love: The Faint, Tv On The Radio, Franz Ferdinand, Mastodon, Flaming Lips, Asschapel.

19. Do Cream Abdul Babar consume drugs? Beers? Are you guys vegetarian/vegan?
we do drugs and drink a TON of beer. We love beer. No one in our band is
vegetarian or vegan, although we all will eat it!

20. After years you get involved in this phenomenon called 'scene', what you've got through this? What you've expected to gain in the first place when you've decided to entered in before? What made you interested to get involved? What's the condition that you hope for to be adapted and to be practiced logically/practically in this hc/punk scene?
Most scenes pushed us away for so long we just decided to do our own thing (DIY) and eventually it seems that the scenes are starting to take notice... after 9 or 10 years!  strange!

21. Which shows you guys played enjoying a lot all these while? Any great event happens there publicly? What's the last event/show/gig that you've attended lately? When? Is it great?
We love playing in Savannah, Georgia...where Kylesa is from.  That town is
fantastic. Also, playing in san Francisco is awesome!  when we play at Gilman Street, it rules! The last concert I went to was to see Franz Ferdinand in NYC. It was awesome!

22. Tell me your opinions about the condition of mother earth nowadays. As it slowly down to rot, what's thing come to your mind that you think deserved to be heard by all those evil-richness-scumbag that keep continuously sucking those mineral greedily out from the soil?
We are all screwed and unless we really try and conserve all our resources, the next generation is going to die.

23. What's your opinion to plastic images of models in some fashion magazines that being appeared gloriously to promoting those wasted crap product towards readers/spectators, which is after many years human condition (especially in this globalization era!) being measured by those media that they're not cool enough, not beautiful, not fit enough, not included in 'selected circles', not this, not that etc... so that they (human) will keep consume those product in order to get those cool, beautiful, fit etc just like the images of those 'appealed models' that they've exhibited? Not just the 'normal' people being hypnotized, as we can see randomly there are also have numbers of people in the scene which care too much about what they've to wear, to act etc for their outlook rather than care about the way of their thought which sometimes leads to hc/punk is more likely a fashion show that have a dress code to be followed which I can see is all pathetic. Need your views here.
People should love other people for who they are not for what they look like or what they wear. I am not saying you shouldn't dress nice IF YOU WANT, but we should really take a look at who we are and not make judgements based on clothes or how fat someone is. You are right about the scene too...too many kids wearing their hair like playboy models... because they think it's cool. But IF YOU WANT TO DO THAT, fine, but they shoudln't think they are cool for doing that, nor should anyone beat up someone who doesn't look like that either.

24. What’s your opinion on marriage and on having children? Did you find it necessary as a bond for a couple to keep on living together? Or is it such a state of mind (or psychology) in proving that they are already shared their life?
I am getting married in April, I understand what you mean about the psychology, BUT it also feels good to have a celebration of your love.

25. Mind to tell me your future plan? Future releases?
We are touring in September across the east coast again, and we have a CD of cover songs coming out!  then a split 7" w/ MELT-BANANA from Japan.

26. Ok, Dan... I think that's enough for me to ask you. Anything left to say or something to add? Mind to asking me one question about something you'd like to know? Please state your latest address to be contact please. Thanks for the attempt to answer this interview and allow me to make this set of questions for you. Your participation is highly appreciated. Thank you.
Thanks so much for the interview!!! I am about to move, so I don't have my next address yet!!! Good luck to everyone in Malaysia and remember, we hate Bush too.

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manganime?
07.22.04 (8:12 pm)   [edit]
9-5, 5 days a week... manga manga manga... anime anime anime... which i loved a lot! haha... at last!!! yahooo!!!...

p/s: should i mention about hentai then? huhu...